The story beneath the shirt (BoyXBoy)

Twenty-one

*MAX'S POV*

It had been 3 weeks since my accident. And dakota and I had agreed that it was best to keep 'us' a secret for now. We decided the drama was too much for us at the moment. He has football to deal with and i have to go to therapy now.  I hate therapy. And my therapist is gonna subscribe me pills today after schools to help with my 'chronic depression and anxiety'. I swear they are so dumb.  But either way I have to go to school today. So I slid on my black converse, black ripped skinny jeans, and an black veil brides shirt. It had a deep bloody red background to it. I slid on a TON of bracelets ranging in thickness to hide all my scars. I didn't want everyone to see them. It's been three weeks and you can still see them all.

I walked down the stairs and headed straight for the car. I was already late and didn't really have an appetite right now. When I got in the car nathan gave me a smile and drove off, that was weird. Yeah we smiled at each other occasionally but his looked sympathetic and he knew I hated when he did that. I don't want people to feel sorry for me. 'I'm not worth anything', The voice would scream in my head. It tells me I'm nothing and that i failed suicide so I'm a failure. I should of been dead. But i wasn't.

I was so deep in thought that I didn't realize when we pulled in until i heard the door unlock noise. "Ill see you after school, okay bud." Nathan said giving me a hug over the center console. I just gave a weak and breathy 'yep' and walked towards the building. Dakota was sitting at a table full of other football people. I really liked them. And Oliver was there too. He had a jersey on? Was he openly dating one of them? I walked over and pulled up an extra chair and sat next to dakota. I didn't make it obvious by being directly up on him but at least gave us some elbow space with what little hole was left to be crammed in. They where laughing about some ' a drunk guy walked into a bar' joke. I said my hey's to everyone receiving some back.

Olivers eyes lit up when he saw me. "OMG MAX YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED! IM ON THE TEAM!" He pretty much squeals of excitement. He was so girly sometimes it was kind of funny. Ever since Shawn and Axel was out of school and banned to even come back on the property till next year he's softened up so much; He even got himself a girlfriend that didn't want to spread her legs to everything that had a 'hot rod/willey' stuck to it like all the other girls here at this school. They had been doing good as far as I knew.

"What happened to make coach change his mind?" I asked since he didn't get it when try outs were.  "Some guy had to quit because he had to move and I was the only one coach wanted. When coach scored us it was out of 30. Everyone who made the team first had scores of 21 or more. Coach said i made 20. So he said i was so close and the next best one so he said he'd give me a chance. But i have to do extra so i can get as strong as everyone else." He smiled as one of the team members slapped him on the back with a proud smile. We continued talking till the bell. After that we all spit up and went to class.

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I was standing outside waiting for Nathan when someone in a red car pulled up beside me. They had tinted windows, but when they rolled it down I saw a couple of the team members. "Get in, we are going to take you to the hang spot; don't worry Nathan has already been told." The guy in the passenger said pointing behind him for me to get in. I Just slowly nodded and hopped in. The guy driving had a scary driving way. He was going at least 90 miles per/hour the whole way. I had ahold of the "oh shit" handle the whole time.

We pulled up to a wooden log cabin in the woods. We had only been driving for about 10 minutes, (at a Normal speed probably would of took 30 which I would have preferred better but at least I'm alive.)

the other boys got out and then I did. we all walked in except one guy who grabbed a cooler out of the back. They asked one guy to keep me outside for a moment so he talked to me abour random stuff until his phone buzzed. he glanced at it and then walked me in. it was dark inside but as soon as the door shut the lights popped on and there was A TON of balloons and streamers and stuff everywhere. I was shocked to all hell. I was then pulled into a big group of the guys. they were all laughing and screaming. they all pulled away revealing Dakota. he had a cake and it said on  it "welcome to the group smalls." I chuckled as he set the cake on the table and pulled me into a hug. He kissed me after. I was shocked but went for it. The boys went crazy. I couldn't of been more happy. I heard poppers go off and was covered with confetti strings. today was great. 

we all  got in the cooler and grabbed us some beers and partied for the rest of the night. next thing we knew we were all drunk and dancing around or some where playing never have I ever. It was amazing. Dakota pushed me into a wooden chair, I had no idea where it came from; but he then started giving me a lap dance. he took his shirt off and started grinding deep on me. I moaned softly and ran my hands down his chest. He wasn't as drunk as me. He picked me up and started kissing me as he held me in his arms. the sun shining in was our cue that we stayed up all night but no one cared. tonight was the best night of our lives.

That's chapter 21. im not really proud of this chapter but I will put a better one out tomarrow its 12:55 and I have to be at work soon lol. I promise this leads to a serious moment just keep reading. OH AND WE FINALLY REACH 1.5K READS!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPY, THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. this is so amazing. we are getting closer and closer to my ultimate goal of 5k reads. I know we are only 1.5/5 of the way there but that's better than nothing. Again thank you all soo much. please keep reading and voting. share my story with other please, thank you.