It Was Different....LOVE!!

Confused

Saturday morning!!! Saturdays are relaxing but that day notice for second counselling came out of no where. All these days .. my binge chatting were happening and surprimsingly I was friends with everyone in face too. I was also kind of famous and everything was the way I liked so I was in no mood to change the college but at night there was an intense discussion on should we change the college or not. Everyone had their own opinion and I decided not to change. I loved the place the people but I knew somewhere it's all temporary.
And the first person to ask me about my plans for counselling was singh.  About the pink guy tapan. By the time we became good friends but nothing more than good friends. And we both wanted to be in same college cz we both were bad at making friends. Mishra on the other hand was chatting to me about some girl whom he like now and want to propose and wanted me to give suggestions. And I was helping him whole heartedly cz I didn't want other girls' love story to get ruined.
Two days before counselling singh asked me my plans. I told him that probably am gonna change. So he spoke his heart out. Everything that he had in my mind but no where mentioned things like I like you or love you like creepy boys do and that was the best thing. He used phrases like u r good, ur company is good, u r cheerful, u elate me etc. Along with things we did and things he did to see me weirdest among which was standing in rain on rooftop just to see us playing in the rain(boys and girls hostel was close enough).  He told me am his first ever female friend so am special. Okay, so I was special for someone. Great.
Next day I was to leave for patna with almost whole of batch but at last moment they changed the plan. But I booked the hotel at the counselling place so I was bound to go. So I left with tapan and one more batchmate. While leaving the college for counselling , I was already confused should I stay or not but then a complete analysis and I realized I have already created a mess and I want things way too simple than this. I want just few people and not all of them like I had earlier in school and hence decided a desh start somewhere else meaning another college. And it was bye bye to the beautiful mess ....  ....... ......