Female!Reader X Bendy ( Beautiful Black )

The Plan

What's the point of living, if all hopes were muddled?

What's the point of living, if you are going to hate the world?

What's the point of living, if you don't belong anywhere?

What's the point.... of living at all?

I tried.... I failed.... I'm tired...  of this all.

I don't live in darkness. It is DARKNESS that lives in me.

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There was nothing to do, all lost its meaning. The blackness of the workshop appears to reach its end and it was dead quiet.

Well, I kinda sent em all to their ink puddles, it sure is peaceful now.

Bendy was walking and roaming aimlessly, from floor to floor, department and into the next department. He doesn't want to see the outside anymore, he won't look for them anymore, won't chase Henry and he absolutely doesn't want to look at her face again. Yet, the image of her face, her muffled tears that cried for him hunted his vision.

"Bitterrrrr, very bitterrrr, aghhh, these things expired already?" Bendy tossed the bacon soup can away as it splattered half of the content on the ground.

"Bad food tastes funny," he chuckles, then weaves his path as he knocks against cardboards and walls.

"stupid wall, watch where you are standing!"

No motivation and no goal, nothing to hope for. The world outside didn't impress him anymore. Why did I hope things would get better anyway? Bendy tripped over something on the ground.

"stupid book, are you tryin to pick a fight too?!" he picks it up with harsh fingers, it wasn't any book. It was the book Kerrin shoved at him when they broke into a fight, the beginning of it all. He arched back, squinting as he instantly scans the cover.

"The plan?" he rose an eyebrow of interest, Bendy decided to check the book properly. This is her writings, her font, and sketches. I remember now, she often sketched on this book when I wasn't around, and she never gave me a chance to check it out. What is this all about?

He leaned his back over a miracle station, chest swelling with hope. What the hell am I hoping for?! Let's get over this quick.

The plan

This unfinished book will serve my rough outlines to be preserved until I achieve all the mentioned goals.

-First things first, our company name will be changed into something (I'm still thinking about it- I need Bendy and the others to help me on this!)

-The logo and the face of the company will be a red ribbon, all of us will wear it, this is necessary! Everyone here is a family and as important as the others. (PS: this logo hold a special meaning for both me and Bendy >.<) and I won't put a face of anyone to represent the whole. We are all for one and one for all!

- The Toons have their own voice, characteristic and personality. I won't force them to act different than their own nature. The episodes will go by drawing a specific theme and leave the act to them! (Kids not gonna see this coming!) Life is a cartoon but more colorful than reality!

- Which means I will buy a fair large land for our new home studio, it will be an open area, we can enjoy the sun and the blue sky, we can extend our work to the outside! (We just need trustworthy friends to make this happen! I must extend our resources somehow)