I only want you to smile for me.

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Dear Misaki,

If you're reading this then I guess I made a massive mistake, so I decided to send you this book.

This is my diary, I only started writing this once you made me feel all those weird and new emotions- I thought it was so odd that writing it down and thinking through everything would soothe me slightly. I assume it mustn't have.

All I want you to know is no matter the things I've done or how you feel about them, I did them because I believe there isn't another being on this planet that can give you the happiness I can. Actually no, I know there isn't.

So if you want to understand, I'd like you to please read this diary. Theres going to be parts that you may either enjoy to read, or perhaps you'll feel extremely uncomfortable but I assure you, the reason everything that had happened has happened because of you, and because of the love you made me feel.

I've go into extreme detail in every event that has taken place since I began writing in it, this will feel more like a story than someones personal diary. I think I'd like people to read this one day and see it as a story, a story of true love. Sounds almost like a fairy tail when I say it like that But You know the reality really isnt like that dont you? I'm sorry for all the heart break and mixed feelings I've given you.

 

I love you.... even if you dont want to believe that, it's true. I wont ever feel this for anyone else, and I promise you, I wont let you feel it for anyone else either, because all I've ever wanted was for you to be the happiest you can be, and when i make you mine, I promise, I swear on my life. I can and will make you the happiest you will ever be.

I really really really love you misaki.

So please. Read this.

 

Lots and lots of love
From,
Kokoro ♡