Hoseok POV:
I was ashamed of myself. I had a reason behind doing what I did, but I hated myself for it.
"Served her right, she hurt you back
then. Now it's her turn to feel the
pain."
The voices. I tugged at my hair trying to make them stop, but the harder I tried the more I heard. I groaned and rolled out of my bed, my eyes falling onto the sheets from last night.
Disgusting.
This time, I was disgusted with myself. I hurt her. I took advantage of a girl who's name I didn't even know. I took advantage of an innocent, unsuspecting girl. Pushing myself up from my bed, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.
"Who the fuck are you.." I gradually grew more angry and began pounding the mirror with my fist. "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU, YOU FILTHY BASTARD!" I screamed at my reflection, ignoring the blood and shards of glass now covering my dresser. "I don't know you." With one push I knocked the mirror off the desk, shattering it even more. Why I decided to host a party the night before school I don't know.
School. Damn it.
I groaned and threw on my usual lazy outfit. A long white t-shirt, and my ripped black skinny jeans. I pulled my shoes on and grabbed my car keys and bag, and walked out the door to my car.
It was a nice day. The flowers were finally blooming after the harsh winter, and the temperature was finally good enough for me to get some exercise in since I had butted out during the winter. I decided to drive with my hood down and let the air do its'wonders, instead of using my air-conditioning. As I pulled up to a stop light, I looked around at some other cars and the people driving them.
A battered pickup truck. Guy had a beard, probably a red neck.
A nice mustang, older woman with curled, dyed blonde hair. Probably a rich grandma.
A Lamborghini, pretty younger girl my age, probably a student.
As the light turned green my eyes widened. I knew that girl. I knew that girl and I hated it. All I could do was stare. Then, she turned my way. She saw me. Shit. Her jaw dropped, and she looked furious. She shot her eyes back towards the road, and sped past me, which instinctively made me try to catch up. She noticed, and pulled into a lane further from me, speeding ahead and out of sight.
I wanted to say sorry, I wanted to apologize. But mostly, I hoped to god she wasn't pregnant with my kid. That thought plagued my mind until I finally pulled into the school parking lot. I pulled out my phone and messaged my friend Jungkook on Instagram.
me:
Bro, i just got to school. Where are you?😧
We gotta talk about something urgent..😒
Bro.😐
BRO RESPOND-😠
kookieavenger:
Chill I was driving i'm in the parking lot looking for you.
I stepped out of my car and looked around, finally spotting a boy with bouncy brown hair. I pulled my bag out of my car and ran towards him, grabbing him by the arm gently.
"That was a A-ok party you had last night, not gonna lie." He grinned at me, not expecting what news I had to tell him.
"It was terrible, god damn. I'm a fucking idiot." I started walking towards the school, Jungkook following behind me silently.
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