insta au - h.hj x b.c
long chapters !!
Includes smut ;))
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Ships included
- Chan x Hyunjin (main ship)
- Minho x Jisung
- Changbin x Felix
- Seungmin x Jeongin
Updates every Sunday until completion!!
This chapter includes background music that I thought fit the story of this chapter, it's not essential that you play it because it's purely for atmosphere. (Though the lyrics fit pretty well don't they? lol stan Keshi) ———————————————
Hyunjin mindlessly scrolled through Instagram, emotionally exhausted. He prayed for sleep, but his body refused to submit.
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Hyunjin had only just noticed, but honey warm tears were gliding down his soft cheeks. He had been scrolling through his explore page, and all of the images were of Chan. He realized he needed Chan. He realized he not only needed the comfort he provided but that he adored his existence and presence he had in his life and he didn't need to ever take that for granted or lose it over some petty bullshit.
He missed Chan's warmth laying next to him, he had grown accustomed to it. Well, it was more of an addiction than custom at this point. Hyunjin inhaled deeply before going to his DM's.
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Chan laid on the cold living room floor, staring up at the ceiling. He had a dull headache pulsing behind his tired eyes, he too was feeling drained. He scolded himself quietly, it was too late and he didn't want to wake his friends or the beauty alone in bed. He asked himself, why did I yell at him? Why did I insist on knowing what wasn't mine to know? Why did I get so possessive over him when he isn't mine to own?
Why Why Why.
Chan felt his phone vibrate in his pocket, but he didn't have the energy to check it. A few moments later, it vibrated again.
[bqngchqn] This message had been unsent by the user.
Chan shrugged and decided it was nothing to worry about, but then he noticed Hyunjin was active. He opened his DM's and checked to see if he had sent him a message, but he hadn't. His dread grew when he pondered the idea of Hyunin un-sending the message he'd missed.
"Fuck." He cursed under his breath. He was overwhelmed by nothingness, trapped in his thoughts like an astronaut lost in space, miles away from reality. Escape seemed unreachable.
princejinnie Channie I need you
Chan felt a burst of adrenaline push him off the floor as he ran to the other side of the apartment. His heart swelled with life as his chest filled with a different kind of anxiety, hopefulness. He stood in front of the bedroom door, not sure whether it was really okay to enter or not. Just as he was about to knock, the door opened.
Hyunjin was wrapped in a large comforter, his hair and face a mess. He looked up at Chan and said nothing, but Chan understood the unsaid words lingering in his gaze. Chan pulled him to his chest and hugged him tightly, never wanting to let go.
Hyunjin pressed his face against Chan, letting stray tears soak his shirt. Chan stroked his hair slowly, making Hyunjin's nerves relax. His body finally being satisfied that Chan was with him, decided it was time to sleep.
"Mmm tired." Hyunjin hummed. Hyunjin's tired and strained voice ripped Chan's heart to pieces, knowing he had a part in his suffering. "Come here." Chan replied softly, he feared if he raised his voice barely above a whisper Hyunjin would shatter.
Chan lifted Hyunjin into a cradle and carried him to the bed. Hyunjin looked like he was slowly falling asleep before Chan's eyes, so he tucked him into the comforter and decided to let him rest. Just as he was turning to leave his bedside, the tired prince weakly grabbed his wrist. "You're not going to stay with me?" He asked cutely. Chan melted and hurried into bed with him.
Chan wrapped his arms around Hyunjin's torso under the blankets, pulling them closer together. Hyunjin nuzzled his head under Chan's chin and fell asleep like a tired puppy, which he really was. Chan took some time falling asleep. He wondered what he had done to deserve such a person in his life. He knew he didn't ever want to let Hyunjin go, but he didn't know if he would be able to make him stay.
