Just live your life

Chapter 1~ Make a Change

POV: CHYNA
I've just arrived to my new place in L.A. I wanted a change in my life because I wanted to go from a country girl to a city girl. I new I needed to do something different but I didn't know what. I didn't want to be like every other girl. Although, I never was I was never normal. Never have been and didn't intend on becoming normal. I didn't love my life at home but I did love my social life. I went from a sensitive pretty girl to a hardcore emo bitch. I enjoyed being both at some point. At other times I didn't enjoy it. I didn't know exactly who I was. That's why I needed a change of scenery and decided to come here. L.A. is the city I thought all the magic happens. I'd pursue my dream and go to college. I'm not the type to focus on one thing and that only. I wanted to be many things for many different reasons. An actress to express my emotions doing what I was inspired to do. A dancer was something I always was. I took a couple of breaks from it when I took time away from social media because they were somewhat connected in my book. I had to get away and find interest in other things so while I was on that break I found a passion in modeling. A model because of my body. At one point I didn't like my body but I grew use to it. I wanted to be one of those fitted girls because I thought that was the only thing that look good. I didn't realize that I had a beautiful body but it was different. I was somewhere stuck in the middle of  thick and skinny. Boys would comment things about my body and don't get me wrong they weren't mean at all but I didn't care. I payed them no mind and remained unbothered. Anyways.... I had a toxic relationship and I need to get far away from it. So, I did and here I am. Enough about my past. Let's talk about what I'm gonna do to my plain apartment.