I looked at him in awe once again. I just always been in awe with anything that he does. He has a heart, he really does. Sometimes it gets him in trouble a lot. When I tried to speak it came out like my voice was under gravel.
"David, I was happy with you. Happy with the craziness for only a short time. I could only take so much. It wasn't fully your fault but I don't know if I can be in the ' David Dobrik ride of terror.' I really did try Dave, you need to be around people who can fully be into the things you are.
Like Toddy, Scott, Jason, and others. I can't be the person you want me to be." I say holding onto both of his hands. Trying to get him to understand the things I was saying. I became shocked how quiet he was.
His eyes were looking down at me, then back at the ground. He looked so embarrassed, I let one of my hands let go of his. Only to touch his cheek, turning them darker shade of red. He leaned into the touch of my hand. He finally finds his words after a little bit of silence.
" I'm so sorry Lace. I should of-" He started to say, before I went and cut him off. "No don't do that, I understand that things happen. You are a busy man, you have the world in your hands at the moment. I don't want to be the reason you lose it all.
I want to help as much as I can. I don't want to be a distraction. That is literally the last thing I would ever want to do to you. You are doing so great right now. I'm so proud of you Dave.
So please don't apologize, I just don't think I can be in that scene right now. I thought you would want to know that. We can still hang out, it would just not be so extreme." I said going back to holding both of his hands. I wanted to make sure he got the message.
He looked at me almost in the eyes the whole time. "Okay, you want to hang out Thursday?" He says seeing the excitement in his eyes. "Yeah of course. Just text me the details."
I say in response, Feeling like it would work. "Okay, I'll leave you to it. Just feel better okay?" He says after kissing my head and saying goodbye.
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My Clickbait Dream
FanficI felt his brown hair as we lay on the white couch. We heard Zane telling us about his girl problems. I looked at David with a smile. He touched my face as we heard Jason doing oooooh in the background. But in that moment it didn't matter. This is w...
