Be Careful Who You Love

Be Careful Who You Love - C. 11

>FlashBack<

Suicide had just lost his job and had another kid on the way with his babymother/girlfriend . He didn't know how to tell her . He's been trying to get on the right track with his life and stop taking people's lives for money .

"Kate , let's talk right quick ." He said to her after the dinner they'd just finished eating .

"About what ?" She asked and he sighed and sat on the bed while putting his head in his hands .

"They fired me today . I'm gonna be jobless fa' a while but Imma be lookin' . I promise you ."

"So , you think we all can live off of my paychecks alone ? I don't make enough fa' all of us . Then we have another kid on tha' way . That'll make five people livin' here ."

"Don't you think I know that ? That's why I'm gonna go ta' the library tomorrow update my resume then go looking for jobs ." He told her and she pursed her lips . And said "Mhmm."

The next day Suicide woke up early and did exactly what he said he would . He'd been trying to better himself for his kids ever since PJ was born . Now he has PJ and Safaree , but he calls her sunshine cause she's always smiling , and with his son Tyrik , on the way . He didn't want them all starving .

He'd got home late that night not having any success in finding a new job . When he got there his clothes were in bags on the front porch .

"Kate open da' door ." He said calmly . When the door was opened Freak , the neighborhood thug opened it .

"You don't live hea' no more ." He laughed before he closed the door in Suicide's face leaving Suicide to stand on the porch . That was two years ago . He's been living on the streets ever since . Every time a friend asks him to move in he'd say no afraid of being kicked out again cause he's not good enough . Pj is now 3 , Safaree is 2 and Tyrik is 1 .

>End Of Flashback<

Zi'aire sat in her room with the twins , Sidney , Anyia and Saevionne . It's been a little over a month and a half and the only time her and Jaboree converse is if it's about the kids , the house or necessities .

Zanay was bonding with her siblings and she was enjoying herself . She hated that she came between Jaboree and Zi'aire but she knew everything will get better .

"So whatchu find out ?" Faedra asked Jaboree . Everyone thought the background check on Zi'aire was ridiculous . She was trustworthy and loyal beyond belief and she hasn't showed anything otherwise .

"Everything she told me when I asked ." Jaboree shrugged . He'd gotten the background check back two days ago and still hasn't uttered a word to his wife . He didn't run no regular background check . He wanted to know the stuff that could be hidden .

"So what's the problem ?" Kendrick asked him . They were all in the backyard smoking and talking . They enjoyed this time together and getting to know Zanay . Having her back was a hole they've been wanting to fill for so long .

"I still don't trust her . Don't get me wrong . I love her with everything in me but I don't trust her . Why couldn't she tell me before ? What she want me for my money or something ?" Jaboree questioned . He was confused beyond measure . He wanted to believe her intentions with him were pure but he couldn't wrap his head around the fact that he's just now finding out the real her .