I'm broken, but dont pity me,
It just inflates my need for attention,
I'm broken, but I'm not weak,
I'm the only one who has to believe that.
Heart as soft as rock,
Mind as clear as mud,
Think, think, overthink,
Laugh, laugh, compensate.
I wish it was heartbreak that broke me,
At least then I can pinpoint what did me in,
I wish it was disastrous,
At least then I know my actions are valid.
I can't help but be actively judged,
I feel elated as I go deeper into the darkness,
Just me by myself,
Just me by myself.
