hi, everybody, its your most irregular author here. I'm writing to you from a long long period of time in which I lost inspiration for this fic (or more accurately, from having stared at my screen for about an hour trying to write an update and coming up with three paragraphs). i refuse to make up excuses as to why i lost interest in this book - you have all been there for me since the beginning of this work, so i owe you nothing but the utmost honesty.
i started this book around last christmas, but only posted it around the time i started my second semester of university - i had a testing first semster as i came to grips with living far from all i knew and now surrounded by unfamiliar faces, i was busy with my dance team & had just finished a round of exams i really struggled with so this idea appeared at the right time for me. things only got harder throughout the year and i started to see this book as an escape from the reality i was living, and you can tell things began to get truly bad given by the sudden decline in the lightheartedness this book was originally meant to have as i dove into deeper, more serious themes.
i no longer want to hold on to a work which takes me right back to one of the darkest periods of my life, and it wouldn't be fair on the rest of you for me to update shitty chapters for the sake of finishing the book, so, in two days, i'll be deleting this book. it wasn't an easy decision, since i seem to have this irritating curse where i only ever finish a third of the fics i put out, but im deciding to accept it rather than fight against it. i cant put into words how sorry i am to leave things like this, but in a way, it might just be for the best. i'll still be around, I have two other works here which are black swan & 7 days, which are thankfully returning the feeling of writing being a hobby rather than a chore, which is the reason why i started in the first place. you can also find me on twitter (@ / lysjooheon) , which seems to be my indefinite place of residence (literally, message me and i'll reply in 5 mins max i'm like a fucking 24/7 responsive bot) and on tumblr (taentalize.tumblr.com) so come say hello whenever you wish and stay up to date with my newest works. i'd truly appreciate it :)
thank you for all the hits, all the kudos and all the kind comments on this story. you don't understand how much they mean to me.
lastly, thank you for being there. ilysm.
- jess
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snow ; changki ◯ ON HOLD
Fanfictionin which Changkyun thought Kihyun was like snow; a collection of tiny stars that had come down to Earth to fit perfectly in his arms - albeit jagged at the edges from its travel, still unmistakenly beautiful.
