YOUR POV"(Y/N)? Baby?" My boyfriend, now ex-boyfriend tried to gain my attention. I thought I was hearing things but I'm sure he just called me baby, I was no longer that title to him, he had lost it when he called me a stupid slut in our first ever argument of our 1 year relationship.
I finally turn my gaze to him and he now wipes away the tears I didn't even realise I'd let slip with his thumb, his touch finally pulled me out of my numbing haze and I stepped back from him. "Why?" is all I could croak out to him, all I wanted to know was why he did it and why he would want to hurt me like that.
"I-I don't know" Jack finally spoke hesitantly not really wanting to answer my question. "I love you so much and I actually don't know why I said those things" Was the only excuse I got from him and even though I got a response, it's not the one I wanted.
Finally I gained some confidence in myself by letting out a deep breath that I desperately needed. "You don't love me, if you loved me you wouldn't have called me that Jack" I spit at him with venom laced into my words. "I'll get the few things I have here and then I'm leaving you" I explain to him then walk away grabbing my stuff I had around his apartment then make my way to the door.
"Please don't go. It was a mistake, a-a stupid silly mistake, I promise it won't happen again" Jack made his way towards me at the front door, he had let some tears slip from his eyes, it was now his turn to cry and I don't get why because I'm the hurt one right now.
Hesitantly I let go of the door handle and place my stuff down onto his couch which was a few steps away from me. I look down to the denim jacket I have in my hand and start fiddling with the sleeve of it not wanting to look at Jack right now. "I want to believe you, I do"
"But you don't" Jack finished my sentence for me, making me just nod my head agreeing with him. He tried to gain authority and stepped in front of me, grabbing my chin with his thumb and pointer finger "Look at me (Y/N)"
Looking up at him, I see his face is full of guilt and regret and more importantly tears running down his face. The one thing I know about Jack is that he only cries when he is hurting badly, he doesn't like his emotions getting the better of him so this right now means a lot to him.
A fresh new set of tears come running down my face and I'm instantly pulled into his embrace, we were both crying into each other not wanting to let go anytime soon. "I-I'm sorry" Jack cries to me and I'm suddenly the one feeling guilty of ever wanting to leave him.
"I'm sorry too" I say back and then pull away only a little so our faces were centimetres apart. Jack's lips meet mine in a passionate slow kiss and I respond immediately.
The kiss didn't last long, it didn't need to because we both know that both of our love was poured into it as much as we could. "You don't have to be sorry, I said those hurtful things and I swear to you it won't ever happen again" Jack says then kisses my forehead and pulls me into him once again, my head was against his chest so I could faintly hear his heartbeat.
"I love you" I say to him and look up at him as he was much taller than me.
"I love you more baby girl" He says back and then he takes my hand and leads us upstairs to his room where we cuddled into each other all night, not ever wanting to leave each other.
I can't believe I was even thinking about leaving him, I love this boy with everything in me, so much that I want to marry him someday.
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I know it's short sorry but I needed to get a Gilinsky imagine done because I've not done one in a while.
Also seeing Gilinsky cry or be upset just breaks my heart 😓💔
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