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JACKS POV

"And we're on in 3..2..1" The interviewer says and I had to muster up the fakest smile in my life. Right now I am plastered on every TV screen being interviewed on the Ellen DeGeneres show with Johnson and it was the last place I want to be right now.

"So Jack Johnson and Jack Gilinsky also known as The Jacks. How are you right now? How has your day been?" Ellen asks us and I'm so thankful when Johnson decides to speak up for us as I didn't want to answer, I doubt she wanted the truth.

What is the truth you might ask? I am completely heart broken, a mess. It's as if my life and world have been flipped upside down. (Y/N) broke up with me cause she couldn't handle me being away all the time. I guess it was my fault in some ways, I should've ran after her, I shouldn't have let her leave.

"So let's talk about your new EP. Mistakes I've Made, you're going to be singing it for us soon but how did this come together? What was the inspiration?" Ellen asks and my thoughts go back to (Y/N) yet again. She was the inspiration.

I couldn't stop thinking about her. She was my life and now I don't have her. I ran after my dreams instead of the girl of my dreams and it has been the worst mistake of my life.

"Gilinsky are you alright?" I hear Ellen call out my name and ask me taking me away from my thoughts and from her.

Our management told me specifically to not bring her up and to not mention her name but I couldn't do this interview without her coming out of my mouth.

"Honestly Ellen I'm not. Me and my girlfriend just recently broke up and it's so hard for me" I confess to Ellen and to everyone across the world who is watching. I get a nudge in the side from Johnson as if he was asking 'what the hell are you doing?'

"That's right I read about that. Do you mind if we talk about her or is it a sensitive subject?" I get asked again and a part of me wants to talk about her but another part is saying to listen to management and Johnson.

"I guess it is still a sensitive subject but can I just say something real quick if you don't mind?" I ask Ellen and she gives me a nod and a sweet smile knowing what was going to come next.

"(Y/N) Baby. I hope you're watching this and if you are I just want to say that I'm sorry. I got caught up and lost sight of what really mattered the most which is you. I love you baby please come home to me" I pour my heart out whilst looking down the camera lense letting everyone know how I feel for this girl and what she truly means to me.

"To be honest Ellen. We're both broken by this, (Y/N) was one of my best friends they both met through me and seeing them apart and broken is really truly upsetting. She not only left G but she left me also" Johnson took over talking about her as I had gotten so caught up I'd let a few tears astray.

"I'm sorry for you both. It seems like she meant a lot to the both of you and you're going through losing someone" Ellen's voice is sincere and somewhat upset that she had to get this side of us on her interview. "We're going to wrap this up. Singing live with their new EP Mistakes I've Made, give it up for Jack and Jack" 

The crowd cheers us on and for once I get a little genuine smile on my face. We both go over to where Johnson keyboard is set up and our microphones and the screams get even louder when Johnson starts playing the first few notes of the song that I had wrote for her.