Lost Love (Rydellington)

Chapter 9

***Vanessa POV***

I got up rom my hotel room bed and walked to my closet, I put on Riker's favourite hoddie, yeah I stole it from our room, well now his room, Got a problem with that? Well I put on some leggins and grabbed my iphone with my earphones.I don't get why people have iphones and ipods? they can listen to music on theire iphones as well why do they waste money like this?

Well I walked out of the room and out of the hotel putting my earphones on and switching on a random song I have on my iphone. Well i didn't listen to music since laura got missing so i don't know if I still like those songs.

Then song ''I will always love you'' are you kidding me? Don't you see I'm depressed here and I left my fiancé? Well i'm stupid I'm talking to my phone yes I'm even more depressed than I'm because when she started to sing ''I will always love you'' i started to sob a little but i was trying to hide it. I had my hoddie on so know one will see me and I wouldn't get that much attention because not everyone has a boyfriend like me right? The one that propose to you in times square infront of everyone.

Well the show starts in five minutes I wonder if Riker knows I left yet. Well I'm going to watch it in times square since i'm bored. I'm starting it ''Finding sisters'' tomorrow. I just hope everything comes out good and Riker won't hate me.

***Ross POV***

I walked to get some cold water when i dumped into riker, well he was nervous. ''What happend to you Rik?'' I asked he suddenly opened his eyes like he was sleeping and just woke up.

''Vanessa didn't come out of the room yet and the show starts in 10 minutes but i'm scared to go and get because she will shout at me that she's not finished and then we fight because I say she's perfect and she say í'm not leave me alone' and i'm nervouse, what if she for-'' i cut him off

''Okey I will check on her calm down.'' he just nodded and walked to backstage. Our hotel was on the other side so I ran to her and riker room and got the key from mum. She says she needs it, just in case because shes too young to be granny. Weirdooo

''Vanessa I'm not her to bother you but the show starts in ten minutes an-'' I cut myself when I realise she wasn't here and there was only two envelops on the bed. I saw one with Riker's name and other on With Ross on it so i picked it up.

Dear Ross

I knew you were going to come to the room first because riker would never come to get me because we always end up fighing. Well if you wondering where I'm just ask riker when he reads his one. But I wan't to tell you that i ran away yes i did. I really love you as my own brother and hope the best for you and all of you.

Bye.

P.S Tell everyone I love them, espacially mark and stormie 

I quickly picked Riker's envelop up and ran out not even bothering to close the door. As I ran I felt the wind on my face and I had the flashback.

FlashBack

''YOU CAN'T JUST BREAK UP WITH ME ROSS!!'' Maia shouted in my face I just laughed ''Maia our relationship was never real they wanted us together so more people would watch TBM'' i said trying not to laugh too much.

''YES BUT I LOVE YOU AND YOU LOVE REMEMBER'' she shouted again ''I never loved maia will you understand me?'' i said calming her down

''ITS HER ISN'T IT?? I'M GOING TO KILL THAT MOTHER******'' and then she walked away. UGH I hated maia so much, i needed to be with her so more people would watch my movie but it didn't work and I ended it.

Now I can be with laura. I walked to her room and knocked on her. She didn't answear it so i just opened the door to find an emty, completly empty room with a envelop with my name on it and when i opened it was a letter

'''Ross

Well I don't wan't to make you worry about me anymore and i want you to have a normal live without me, but thanks you let me stay with you. I hope your live will be healthy and nice. I hope that you and maia will get married and have children it must be true love as you said right?

I'm really happy that you found her because all of those things you said about her were beautifull i just hope i find someone like you, she's lucky to have you.

Say i love them all and not to worry about me

Bye''

End Of FlashBack

And that day I was crying all day for about year. DO i want my brother to know his love left him? I think he needs to know the truth.

***Riker POV***

Dear Riker

Oh Riker, I hate you so much, you make me fall in love with you so badly and I couldn't let myself go. Remember when we met? You said I don't deserve my sister and your right. I'm sorry i can't marry you I need to find her because she's more important than everything else right? I love you and I hope you find someone who deserve you and all your love. But even if you get married I will always love you no matter what. But I need to find her and your sister then i come back or maybe not. I hope we meet again.

Godbye, Vanessa

To be continuee..

second update today, hope you enjoy