"show me what i love you means"

chapter 7

We get back to the dorm and i feel Alessio's
Arms wrapped around me suporting
My weight.
I flop on to his and explain why im so broken.

"When you left i got badly bullied. So i turned to selfharming and going out every weekend. I finally thought i found the one. He was so kind, loving, funny and would always stay by my side. We was together for 2 years but one weekend he told me that we was going to a party.
Once we got there it wasnt what i thought. When i walk into the house it was a group of men and when i turn to him to understand what was happening he grip my arm i dragged me upstairs and through me on to an old mattress that was on the floor. The group of men entered the room and then slam the door shut.
The began talking to my boyfriend at the time and i didnt hear what they was saying but after the was done one of the men handed him an bunch of money and he left.
Then t-the group o-of men"

I couldn't get my words out and i just let my tears out instead.
I look up to Alessio and i see a tear roll down his cheek and quickly wrapped me im his arms i borrow my head im his chest and i grip his shirt

"T-they took f-fucking turns"
I let out while my voice cracks
He squeezed me hard.

"Im so sorry. I should have been th-"
I cut him of angrily
"stop its not your fault at all"
He looks down to me and puts his hand on my chin making look into his deep brown eyes.
He wipes my tears and kisses my forehead.
"I may have not been there for you then but im here now, can i show you something?"

"yeah? Of course"

He pulls out his laptop
"Ive been working on it for awhile, i wanted you to be the first person to
hear it"

"I love it"

"good because its about you"

He smiles at me.
Our faces come closer all of a sudden i feel his plump soft lips kiss mine but i pull aways

"Shit, im sorry. I didnt mea-"

I roll my eyes and smirk at him before pinning him down on his bed i smash my lips against his, it begins to turn into a passionaite kiss. He put one had on my thigh and his other on my waist. I start to unbutton his shirt.
He then unzips my dress.
We carry on untill we are only in our underwear.

He then breaks our kiss and looks at me and smiles "Damn"

I unclip my bra revealing myself to him. He sits up while im still on his lap he grabs me and lifts me up he then begins kissing me again.
He puts me back onto the bed but making it so that he is on top of me.

*TIME SKIP*

After we was done with the dirty stuff we both fell asleep but just before i was fully gone i heard his raspy voice in my ear "I love you"