"show me what i love you means"

chapter 3

"look Y/N, im sorry."
"I left because i got a role in a movie, and i was scared that if i told people then that would change the way they would have treated me and i didnt want to go through that so i just left"

"you know me, i wouldn't have been like that but besides you lying about who you are. Im proud of you but it doesn't change the fact you lied.
Good bye alessi- sorry i mean josh."

I rolled my teary eyes and left the room.

- Alessio POV -

*door slams*

Shit. I would have never used that name if i knew it was her. I knew she looked familar, When i looked into her big beautiful eyes
Ive missed her laugh, her big cheesy grin.
Thats why i wanted to hang out .
Deep down i knew I reconised her.

I need to find her.

-Your POV-

"ughhh!"

I slam onto the walls. Why do people always lie to me, I think while drying my eyes with my hoodie sleeve.

"hey, are you ok?"

I turn around to see a tall, green eyed blonde guy towering over me.

*clears throat*
"yeah im fine and you are?"

"im Elijah, Eli for short." He says Smiling

"Im Y/N and i have to go, ill see you around"

"well could i have you snapchat?"

"yeah sure it ddoodles3"
(add me😂)
He thanks me as i walk away i turn back to smile at him.
As i turn to look where im going, i bump into Alessio once again but he had a jealous look on his face, stareing at Eli.
I huff and turn around to walk away.
But he grabs my hand. He Roughly pulls me into his chest.

"We need to talk!"

He drags me back to are dorm and sits me on the his bed.

I face the floor to try avoiding eye contact.

"look. I dont know what i've done"

"We was bestfriends and you left when i needed you the most, i know thats not you fault but you had left with out even saying bye. Then we finally meet after 4 years, you tell me you name is fucking josh. We talked all night and i feel like i dont even know you."

"im sorry, i didnt think it meant anything"

"oh now i dont mean anything"

"I didnt mean it like that."

"please just leave me alone"

I walk out the room and explore campus.

After that arguement we didnt talk much. It was awkward at night due to us being roommates but i'd go out during the day. Ive been feeling lonely lately and ive missed him so much.
But with my last relationship, it was hard. I was being Forced into things and being lied to and cheated on.