Aboard England

How much do you love me? |MICA|

"Extremely DETAILED. . .CAUTION BEFORE YOU READ, 14+ | SEX SCENE.|"

Two Weeks had past, that was two weeks out of our three week break. Two weeks i hadn't seen Kisle, two weeks i hadn't invited Zayn over or answered his calls, it was two weeks Amelia's been in the Hospital, and two weeks i haven't been myself. I sat in my room on the floor, my back was against the wall and my knees were pulled to my chest. There was no sun out today, to be honest the weather matched my mood. It was Grey and Cloudy, And it had been raining all day. I still hadn't told anyone about my departure, not even Zayn. I looked around at my room, Clothes and shoes spilled out of the closet, The baby blue bed spread my mother had bought for me before i first moved down here, still laid on my bed, and A picture of me . . and my family Stood in a frame on my computer desk. I got up and sluggishly walked out into the long narrow hallway, to get my luggage. I couldn't help but think of all the great things that had went down in the House. My cell phone rung, "ZAYN <3" it read. i dropped my phone back on the bed, trying my hardest to ignore it. It would ring about two more times before I decided to call him back. I guess, it was better id tell him now, than telling him next weekend before I leave.
"Yea, Um. . Just come over, we need to talk." i said sadly into the phone. "Oh, uhOk," He sounded scared from the other end.

Soon enough Zayn was over, "Have you been crying?" He asked as i led him to the living room. For a moment he rambled on. . . "O.K, i cant take it ,. What did i Do?" He asked shakily. I looked down, "Mica," He said a little annoyed. "Zayn. I'm leaving." i said flat out. I sware i saw all the blood leave his face. "Wot?" His mouth hung open. I just shook my head, confirming what i said as I walked into Zayns Arms, He gripped my tightly as I cried into his shoulder. Gosh, he had been the best lately, and I had been blowing him off, It seemed like everyone was crying on his shoulders lately.

After i explained everything to him, Zayn still looked shocked. "You cant go.." He murmured. This broke my heart, because he looked heart broken. I laid my head on his shoulder as we both sat on the ground with our backs against the sofa. I noticed a tear roll down his cheek, making me frown, i didn't like it when he was upset. Zayns hand fell to my waist, "I LOVE you, Mica," He said breathlessly. HOLY SHIT!, DID HE JUST SAY. . . i wanted to scream. i gulped, "I LOVE you two, Zayn," I said, not showing how badly i wanted to get up and jump up and down. I kissed Zayns lips lightly, "Don't forget about me," I said, moving my lips away from his, just enough to speak to him."NEVER," his words calmed me, and his lips were against mine again. They moved closely together, this was a different kind of Kiss. . . Not like our others, where they were just lustful and Hungry, this was passionate. Our tongues Danced along side each other, he moved me from my spot beside him, to his lap. I straddled him as our kiss broke. We stared at each other, looking deeply into one anthers eyes before his hands pressed me down harder into his lap. The couched moved back a little as I pressed my chest to his as hard as I could, our lips flew together. I could feel Zayn start to get happy through his sweat pants. And for the first time in a long time. . . neither of us rushed to have sex, this was nice, polite. . . and slow. And beilive it or not, I LIKED IT. My lips moved to his ear, I pressed them to the inside, kissing before I spoke, "Show me, How much you love me," I whispered into his ear. This must have been his melting point, because now he was to excited. The pace was still slow, and I intended on keeping it that way, I didn't wanna rush with Zayn anymore.

"If i show you.. It might hurt you," He spoke softly with a sly grin. Moving his attention to my neck. His hands ran up and down my back. Sucking on my most sensitive spots, Slowly, Zayns hands played with the hem of my shirt. I didn't rush him, taking it off, this was the way I wanted it, . . SLOW. Soon my tank flew over my head, leaving me in nothing but a bra and my jeans. Zayns eyes fled with Passion, as he stood slowly, still sucking on my neck. I wrapped my legs around his torso, and locked my ankles together for security. He had only made it to the kitchen when He sat me on the counter top. His long slender fingers reached across my back slowly, He unclasped each clip on my bra. . one by one. My breathing became harder. as he pulled my bra off, he put his head into my stomach, kissing all the way up to my bare chest. I felt Zayns warm mouth on my Boob, making me let out a moan. I got goosebumps as he moved his mouth to the other one, my hands ran through his hair, as i pressed for him to suck harder. He sucked on my chest, his hands gripping onto my hips, and his breathing fast. I stopped him, moving my head to his as kissed him. This made him, push me softly on my back, as he climbed on top of me slowly. His hands unbuckled my jeans, pulling them down slowly. Next my underwear came off, That left me completely bare. Zayns face moved to in between my thighs. Kissing the inner side of my left thigh and then my right. He was teasing me, for sure. I felt his breath run over me as he got intensely close to the place I needed him most. "Zayn. " i moaned, as my fingers found his hair again. I pushed his head down into me, harder, and my breath hitched, enjoying every moment of this. Before I could even get a chance to feel his pleasure, his head was out from in between my legs, as he kissed his way back up my stomach. "I'm going to show you, how much i LOVE you," He said as he kicked out of his sweats.

"Scream for me, Mica," Zayn said as his speed inside me increased. My breath was taken away, and i couldn't hold my self back anymore. "ZAYN!" I yelled, giving him the satisfaction. If he would have asked me to scream for him a week ago. . . Uh NO. but now, I wasn't really afraid to admit, that I do LOVE Zayn.