InLoveWithMyStepBrotherAndyBiersack :/

{{ChapterThree}}

I KISSED HIM!!!! I finally kissed my Step-Brother who i have loved for DONKEYS YEARS but.... it didnt feel as special as i thought it would be...

Maybe because as soon after we kissed on my bedroom floor he literally threw me of him and ran out my door and i just sat there and tried hard not to break down, as I remained in the same position.

I was curently laying in bed in one of Ashleys t-shirts that he always like to give me when he doesnt want them anymore, so as i was saying... I'm laying in bed and totally ignoring Andy banging on my bedroom door for the past hour and a half

"Lyra" he shouted as i ignored him again "I didnt mean it lyra..It Meant nothing to me" OUCH..Now that.THAT cut me like a knife straight through my heart. I felt tears swell up in my eyes and i heard a knock at my window, i look over and see Ashley .

I wipe my eyes and quietly go over to my window and let him in, as soon as he steps into my room he ingulfs me into a bear hug and i couldnt hold it in no more i cried on his shoulder. After a while i felt him pick me up and he made me look him in the eyes "You Love Him Dont You Lyra" he whispered and i just broke down again

"H....He kissed me Ashers.....A...A...Andy he just said I....I....It didnt mean nothing to him" i sobbed telling him and eventually my crying and the banging on the door stopped and me and Ashley layed in my huge bed with me curled into his side with his arms around me with our eyes closed.

I Felt Ashley tence up and i looked where he is looking and saw my sexy idiot of a big brother leaning against my bathroom door. SHIT my bathroom is connected to his room too and i didn't think to lock the door...

"Lyra?..." he said slowly and walked over to me and Ashley tenced up even more as Andy sat on my bed next to me and took hold of my hand that has the tattoo 'White Rabbit' me and andy got tattoos for eachother when i was 16, he has 'Dragonfly' on his hand aswell.

"Lyra...i didnt know..if i did i wouldnt of said that" I looked up at him and guilt was all over his features i just snarled at him and climbed over him and put joggers over my Batman boxers and put socks and trainers on "Lyra.. where are you going?" he asked and before i could answer Ashley jumped in "My house" i packed my batman top and black skinnys and my batman converse with some underwear in my BMTH bag and went to walk out the door with ashley but andy pulled me back by my arm

"LyLy dont do this" he whispered "Dont do what andy? Dont go over ashleys because i cant stand being here with you right now after what you said" he sighed "I told you the kiss didnt mean anything lyra" i slapped him hard around the face "it might not of meant anything to you but it meant EVERYTHING to me Andy I fucking love you but you...you dont get it im just a little kid to you one big mistake" i pushed him away from me and jumped on Ashleys back as we walked out the door and downstairs out the front door.