Stuff that clouds my mind

Drugs

Sorry for my account being deader than squirrel shit.

I won't be roleplaying for awhile as I'm currently very busy with school and stuff.

Anyway, the point of this chapter is drug consumption.

While I've never done it, the amount of times my mind gives the idea of taking them is ridiculous. I think it's mostly due to school. I'm under so much stress with my A-levels and I feel like I'm not good enough.

While I don't really have a desire for drugs like marijuana or things like that, it's mostly Ritalin and Adderall. The drugs that'll give me that boost I desire so so much.

For awhile I didn't even consider the side effects of the drugs. I just wanted to get them and watch my grades sky rocket, clean my room, actually BE organised!

I had a moment of clarity though, which is why I'm writing this chapter...

While I hate my shithole of a country, I'm thankful I'm in Britain, where both Ritalin and Adderall are both illegal and only prescribed to suffers of ADHD... which I believe I have but self-diagnosis is bad....