Hi guys it's me joshua the admin of this profile so I'm struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts I have been cutting myself personally I think it's cause I'm going insane I don't know what I'm going to do *sighs* I don't think I'm being able to take it on at this point i try fighting it to stay strong but I can't seem to mange it at all now it just keeps getting heavier and heavier I have a therapist I just wanted to give you an update on me