I feel mad
Happy and sad
All my emotions
coursing through my veins
Going into my my brain
Only to be washed down the drain.
To make me numb, and dull.
To make me fall into a slumber
That I hope to not wake from
To not hear the alarm ring.
But the Church bells sing.
Sing the song of death
that I take with my last breath.
Out Into the world.
Cause I'm just a girl.
All alone.
With no family to go home.
No one to love and no one to care.
No one to say
"How was you day sweetie bear".
No one to find my cold corpse
My voice now hourse
From the screaming and crying
On the inside I'm dying.
Dying to find the one
My one true love
The one that will fix things
The one that will make things right.
As I sleep through the night
I will fight the battels they can't win.
If I fail I will try and try again
Until I prevail,
and we will be setting sail
Into the ocean of vast mystery
But as I lay my head down
And Drift off to sleep
My mind brakes back to reality
And is was all just a day dream.
