I couldn't bare it anymore. I didn't know what to do, or who I would trust. And now that we're done, I wanna live a normal life. No interviews, no pictures, nothing.
He didn't sleep outside my house tonight. I sighed. Oh well, so much for trusting someone.. Suddenly I got a video message from Niall. It was the interview from today where they sang Moments and More Than This. Harry didn't look sad or happy. I was so confused..
Brittany: "What's your point to sending this? I'm confused.."
Niall: "Look at Harry's wristbands."
Brittany: "Why? What color is it?"
Niall: "Purple and he wrote Stella on it."
Brittany: "I can't zoom in on it!"
Niall: "He's busy texting someone, I'll take a pic where you can see."
Brittany: "Okay, thank you Nialler(:"
The next morning, I took my 4 year old sister, Katherine to the park and I saw Liam, Zayn, and Niall playing soccer.
Brittany: "Hey boys!"
Zayn: "Vas Happenin?!"
Niall: "I want food!"
Liam: "Harry misses you.."
Katherine: "I love Harry!"
Brittany: "Haha what?"
Katherine: "You said you love Harry, so I love Harry too!"
Niall: "Oh someone got caught! Hahaha."
Whoops! I decided to take a break from all this by hanging out with Emma, Verity, and Kaylee. We all went to the mall to enjoy ourselves. We tried on some clothes and acted forever young. After that, we all went to Emma's house for a surprise that she told us about. We all didn't know what it was.
We were at Emma's room listening to music and the doorbell rang. Oh my god, it was them. Them as in One Direction.. I had a bad feeling about this.
Emma let them in and I stayed in her room and let Verity and Kaylee out. I didn't wanna see his face anymore, I was officially done. Someone knocked and the door, and I knew for sure who it was. Harry.. The door was locked so I had no problem.
Harry: "Brittany open the door!"
I didn't answer.
Zayn: "Here's the key!"
Shit, thanks so much Zayn..
I turned and faced the other way and acted as if I was sleeping.
Harry: "Babe, if you're awake, please talk.."
I didn't move.
He sat down on the bed and stroked my hair while I was "sleeping."
Harry: "I'm sorry if you thought I was with another gir-"
I turned around and faced him.
Brittany: "It's fine, if you're not satisfied with me it's okay, I completely understand.
Harry: "But you're the one that I want to be with."
Brittany: "Lies! You know what I saw.."
Harry: "Clearly you don't want me to explain."
Brittany: "Clearly you don't need to."
Harry: "Haha! Can you stop mocking me by starting off sentences that I start with?"
I smiled.
Brittany: "It's a habit I can't break, sorry.."
Harry: "And loving you is a habit I can't break."
Brittany: "And here we go again.."
He sighed. I could tell he was getting mad.
Harry: "Didn't you say on Twitter that we're done? Okay, 'cause I confirmed it. Bye love.."
I decided to go down with them after 10 minutes. There's tension between me and Harry. I didn't talk to him, he didn't talk to me..
They were going on tour the next month and I could tell I wouldn't be going. Starting from now, I'm not Harry Styles' girlfriend, I'm just another Directioner who got noticed by one fifth of them and now I can't call him my boyfriend anymore..
The next day, I went home and decided to clear my head. I wasn't gonna do anything important. I just wanted to relax and do whatever I wanted.
I did a twitcam and I basically cried my eyes out, I tried not to, but I couldn't help it. A person asked if I was gonna change my Twitter name. I answered no, I wasn't gonna change it. Harry Styles broke up with me but that doesn't mean that I'm not a Directioner anymore.. Geez, almost all of these we Starry questions. After I was done with twitcam, I didn't know what to do. I looked through pictures on my phone and I legit started crying when I saw pictures of both of us. I tried looking for newer One Direction interviews, but it was so depressing to watch them because at every interview they went to so far asked questions about me. Which feels weird for some reason..
Harry and Liam did a twitcam at 2 in the morning but I didn't watch it. What's there to watch? Them constantly answering questions about me?
I'm pretty sure I will get hate from everyone so I cried myself to sleep and woke up with a surprise..
