Treat me like somebody

King trapa

~~Malik~~

I woke up extra bright and early to buy jasmine a gift I then placed it right beside her and left.

I know I shouldn't even be putting my hands on a female ,but she just pisses me off at times.

I don't know how to control my temper even the smallest things she does pisses me off. I love her to death but I feel like if she does something wrong she needs to be taught a lesson.

I don't care if she's a grown ass women she still needs to get that act right and that's why I put my hands on her to teach her a lesson.

When I was a little boy I used to witness my own dad beat the living crap out my mother because of his drinking problems which is why I am who I am today. I was too little so it wasn't much I could do about it. Seeing my mother like that brought pain to my heart but I knew if I stepped in he would beat my ass too .

every night I could hear her screaming and the constant banging against the walls of him slamming her into them. I honestly felt bad for her me and my older brother marion both had to witness that it was hard but we pulled through even through the roughest times. We didn't have much but we still made it.

One night my dad got in a bad wreck from drinking and driving his car caught fire and he died instantly. Suddently our lives changed my mama changed and her personality changed she became brighter instead of being afraid all the time and she also became more outgoing. When he died a side came out of her I never seen before and I loved it. I felt like a weight had suddenly  been lifted off our shoulders and we could finally be who we wanted to be.

At the age of 17 we moved to LA to start our new lives and to try and get rid off any of the terrible memories that occurred in our old house. My mother thought it was best if we started fresh.

A couple months after she eventually got over my father and met this guy named Brandon. He was completely different from my dad he helped her around the house cooked for us even provided for us and not once did he ever lay a hand on her.

They later made my little sister kayla which is now 2 year's old.  He proposed to her 5 months ago and I swear that's the happiest I've seen her in year's.

When we moved to our new neighborhood my brother got involved in the wrong crowd and he started getting in trouble at school and causing trouble at home.  He eventually became a dope boy and slowly made his way to the top only at the age of 18 he was already running shit. He helped me and my lil sister and he bought us anything we wanted he even got me involved in making quick money I had the girls, clothes, and shoes I had everything guys wanted to be us and the females wanted to be with us.

He dropped out of school just to become one of the biggest hustlers in LA everybody had respect for him. Until he was caught walking home by himself. He was shot and killed in a drive by.

That was one of the saddest moments in my life I thought I couldn't make it without him but I slowly made progress and here I am today still in the game and one of the biggest hustlers in LA known as King trapa.  Trying to do what he couldn't finish.