|BNHA| Hiraeth

Feel Me[67]

I've had this song on replay
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"This is my spot..."

"I was hoping I'd find you here." He sighed as I laughed lightly not getting up to approach or greet him. His eyes narrowed at my glistening eyes, "What's wrong..."

I waved him off dismissively with a small huff.

"It's not important. What are you doing here? I thought you didn't want me bothering you."

"I never said that." He frowned. I finally pushed myself up, acting as if I wasn't having a mental breakdown over him a few seconds ago.

"You didn't have to." I waved the hand that he had burned softly; hiding exactly how much his hostility on that day affected me with a smile.

Shoto was silent for a few seconds before taking a step toward the girl. "I'm sorry for hurting you..."

But I merely shook my head , "You've done nothing that hasn't already happened before."

"Before...?" He inquired with furrowed brows as my lips tighten and I contemplate going through with Kirishimas suggestion. What if it doesn't change anything...Maybe there is no point in telling him and Darlings right...

"Look I won't tell Bakugou but you should at least tell Todoroki...he was supposed to be there when All Might told us everything but he refused to listen because he wanted to hear it from you instead. It doesn't feel right seeing you hurt over that bastard like this. He'll understand just like I do. And if he doesn't then screw him."

"When I was younger, I was tortured and experimented on for quirk mutation..."

Shotos pupils constricted at the girls blunt statement but she didn't stop there. Teaching to toe graze the technology attached to her horns, she held a steady gaze with him. "I'm not sure what they did to me, but it's the reason why we kept getting ambushed my villains. They're  not using me...they're using the person I become when I take this headband off...the real me. The one who remembers everything whereas i can only remember bits and pieces of who I am...what I am..."

My eyes were cast down shamefully on the ground as Shoto remained silent listening to my rambling. "When this headband comes off...bad things happen. People get hurt. People die."

Darling was taken because of me...

"I didn't want to tell you because I was afraid you'd look at me differently...but that's inevitable and I deserve any hate you feel towards me...any pain you give me..."

Shoto gazed intensely at the pinkette. He could tell that she wasn't lying and that she genuinely didn't know. He now felt more guilt than ever for burning her instead of listening to her. However, Shoto wasn't perfect. No one was.

"I'm sorry...Hana..."

My heart began to beat faster as he took a few more steps until he towered before her.  "You probably shouldn't get to close or you'll end up doing something you'll regret..." I uttered softly but that didn't suade the male as he reached up to touch me.

"What cause he touches you."

I turn my head avoiding his fingers causing the dual haired males eyes to falter. Memories of how he hurt her flashed his mind and he wasn't surprised she wouldn't let him touch her. But little did he know that wasn't the case. She to mirrored his guilt for a different reason. They both didn't want to hurt each other.

"I'm using you."

Words left the dual haired male as he dropped his hand. Once again he was silent. Confusion and anger overtook his calm emotions.
"Darling says that I'm only interested in you because you give me what he doesn't...and deep down I know it's true."