Pray

Red

Jimin POV

I was heading slowly to my first ever day of college nervous but also excited. I need to unpack to stay in the available dorms and meet my new roomate. I get nervous meeting new people so much of the time. At the school I went to, every one called me "teachers pet or the too nice kid and shy mochi." I never really thought much about those names since I want everyone to be included and not hurt emotionally. I am very shy, but that's when meeting new people, I'm not very fond of NEW people I try to keep my distance.  The teachers pet name is a little odd, yeah the teacher gave me more permissions than other kids and let me go to the bathroom whenever I wanted... OOHHHH. I laughed to myself slightly. As I was heading down to the dorms many guys said hi to me, knowing it's my first year of college. I just smiled and bowed slightly to them. The dorms were seperated from girls and boys, girls in the other side of the dorms, and boys on the other. I didn't know who my soon to be roomate was but I hope we get along well. Not getting along with your college roomate can honestly be living hell, you have to sleep in the same room and share snacks unless you have a rule between the two of you. You have to live with this person unless you want to change roomates. I brought my bible for safe keeping, having the bible with me makes me feel super safe and welcome to this crazy earth. I headed to my assigned dorm room and was stunned to see a very handsome built guy. His eyes were so brown and beautiful, they sparkled in the sunlight from the window without even trying. The sexy man's arms were just big sexy muscles under his tight shirt.  No doubt his face was perfect. "Ew what am I thinking? Am I sick?" I whispered to myself starting to surprise myself of the thoughts that came to my head. I pondered why I was thinking so many weird things, am I just going nuts?? "Hey my new roomate, I already set my side of things up, if you need any help you can ask me, by the way my name is Jeon Jungkook." I nodded, still mesmerized at how beautiful he was. He was holding his hand out I could tell for about 20 seconds to shake mine with a confused look on his fave, I think he knew what he was doing to me. I couldn't control my thoughts, I can't believe Im having these about a MAN. I dated only 1 girl in High School her name was Rosé. We broke up months later, we both knew it wasn't working out and we didn't feel the same that we did first dating. She was so caring and sweet to everyone, and so was I, but I guess the connection wasn't right between us? She had the voice of an actress and the look of a model, but something clearly wasn't right. The break up wasn't that hard for me since it was only a few months and we both agreed in the situation. We later were just friends and it seemed better that way. I hope Rosé finds the man of her dreams. I heard a slight clear of the hot ass man's throat.  "Hello?" He said a little confused but smirked slightly which didn't help the situation AT ALL. I could feel the small hot blush on my cheeks. I quickly shook his hand gently not lifting my head up to look at him. I couldn't look at him with his nice ass face, my face would get EVEN redder. I hope I didn't look weird just looking down like someone just bullied the hell outta me. Without warning he lifted my chin to LOOK AT ME. What does this guy think he is??? The sexiest man on the cover of Vogue? Well.. I can't deny that thought. I'd buy it.. Am I ever going to stop with these thoughts? He lifted my chin and saw the red hotness on my face but it was WAY WAY WAY redder than seconds ago. I swear I was going to pass out and loose all of my breathing circulation. He got so close to my face, I felt like he had an experience in flirting, he must have been the hottest guy in school if you ask me. I don't doubt the fact that girls drooled and tried so hard to get his attention. But not only girls, but also guys! The affect he has on so many people probably just happened walking into these dorms. He can't be real, he just can't. I felt his small breathe on my lips. As he was examining my face I heard little tick sounds from his mouth. What is this guy  thinking? I couldn't move, I was frozen in place. Why couldn't I move? This is INSANE. The Jungkook guy let go of my chin and smiled a bunny smile with his teeth. "Cute.." HOLD UP WHAT AM I SAYING? OH MY GOD. I THINK I AM GONG CRAZY I hit my head lightly about 5 times hoping I won't screw up anytime soon and blurt out some dumb shit. But I think the odd atmosphere I made screwed me up already. "You're so cute, I know for sure we will get along." He said looking me in the eyes and smiling slightly. WHAT IS THIS GUY TRYING TO DO TO ME? JUNG FUCKING KOOK WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? I went over to my bed side and put the sheets on my bed very carefully knowing I'm still shaky and red from Mr. Jungkook over there. I had to get everything ready on time, I couldn't stay in this trance. I could feel his eyes on me staring so hard. What is this guy looking at?? Whatever I just need to finish preparing my side of the dorm room. As I finished everything and put my snacks in my cabinet drawer, I saw Jungkook glancing at his computer. I think he was watching a dance competition. I saw his eyes sparkle and light up so passionately watching the screen. I wanted to go look at it so bad but the shy mochi kicked in and I couldn't go over there near him. He radiates big dick energy. Am I gay?? No no that can't be true. Maybe I'm just shook and jealous at how he looks? But why would I get red? Thoughts and many more thoughts traveled through my mind. It was time to leave for my first class now. Time to start the day off fresh.

End of POV

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Y'all I woke up this morning debating about writing another chapter and did. As you can see Jimin won't admit he's gay. Or will he???😈 anyways.. thanks for reading and always remember.. You nice keep going❤💋