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JUNGKOOK'S POV

I don't know what went through my head in that time. Yes he was beautiful and his plump lips looked so kissable.. what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm straight! No way in hell do I want to stick my dick in a mans ass. But also having a gay relationship in this Christian college would be terrible. No one could ever have a gay relationship here. They'd be scolded for it. It's wrong anyways not like I'd do it I'm as straight as a pencil! Anyways, on to me. I'm Jeon Jungkook. Everyone should know who I am by now. I am the hottest guy this college has to offer. Every girl swoons over me and it's kinda funny because none of them I have my eye on. I used to just date to date in high school because I never felt right with them nor did I want to feel right with them. They were the least of my concerns. My parents are rich as hell and own the biggest company. The Jeon company. That simple of a name I know right? But my parents aren't the nicest parents. They yell at me for anything I do. I remember vividly one time when I paused my video games and left it on when I went to eat because I was just going to come right back to it? And when my mom went to my room to get laundry before I was even done eating she yelled at me and said "You're a fucked up kid." Like mom it's not that deep I was going to come back and play more games with my bro's anyways! I love my parents but they've always been pretty hostile toward anything I did. I could just be sleeping and they'd yell at me for that. I'm an only child and sometimes I wish all the time that I could have a sibling. I never had anyone to talk with at home since my parents could give 0 fucks about how I felt or any life situations i ever had. My best friend Min Yoongi was always the one person there for me. He is a tough guy himself, but we can communicate together. It's like a bro bond ya know? Yoongi is bisexual though and I never really cared about it as much as he did. I always thought of it as wrong and weird. He never talked to me about it after I told him it made me uncomfortable to talk about. He did date some guys in High school but I tried to ignore it. I would never go for a guy. But some men are kinda cute.. Jeon jungkook shut the fuck up you really are desperate aren't you? Anyways my first class was dance and I had to head straight there I couldn't be late! I dressed handsome, as normal and winked at myself in the mirror. I never fail to impress myself with my looks. I would fuck myself. (I'm so sorry sisbsjshhshshsj)
(This is what he looks like now, but in the whole story he has his long hair)

I got to my dance class an hour early and was about to walk into the class when I heard a graceful song coming from the speakers. I peeked in to see who was early in class because I'm usually the one the earliest to practice. Everyone else in class isn't really that passionate in dancing except for me. I'm the best dancer in this class, not to be cocky but it's true if you came and watched. Is that JIMIN?? I watched how beautiful he danced. He is so light on his feet and dances like an angel.. he looks like he just came from heaven and god sent him down here. Wait Jungkook what? Bitch you're straight why are you thinking of Jimin this way AGAIN?? I have problems I swear. I mean I am the hottest man in this world. No way I have bad problems. I was lost in my thoughts when I heard a small voice saying "Hello" from the door. Wait the music is turned off. I'm so stupid! He probably heard me talking to myself fuck I gotta get out of here before he sees me! I was about to run off when I felt a small tap on my shoulder. I jolted my body back facing Jimin and could help but stare at his perfect features. This little fucker is making me feel like this. What even is this? This isn't okay. "Jungkook what are you doing here?" I heard him say softly to me but with a confused expression. Ugh why is he talking to me. "Nothing I was just leaving." He still had a confused expression on his face and it kinda annoyed me. "By the way you SUCK at dancing, have you even tried getting help on how you move?" I said to him and noticing a sad expression on his face. He lowered his head but moved it back up quickly before I could "notice" he looked upset about what I said. He just smiled and said "Thank you for the advice, I will try to work harder on my movement." I just laughed at his words and started to walk away without a care in the world of what I just did. But something small in my heart was stinging at me.. "Ahhh stupid heart why you hurt a little, I don't have heartburn!" I just tried to shrug it off but something little was affecting me. It might just be my imagination or something because I've never felt this in my chest before. Is it asthma? Anxiety? I don't really know but I doubt it's anything serious. I walked off but class was going to start soon so I started walking back from when I walked away from Jimin and totally humiliated him. I saw all of my classmates all starting to walk into class and I joined along with them. They all welcomed me knowing I'm like their dance teacher and the best one there because our dance teacher just lets me do a lot of the work because I'm close to a professional. He watches me do so too and knows I'm the best. Class started and everyone was enjoying the time but Jimin was just dancing his heart out. Did what I said really affect him that much??

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This chapter probably has a lot of errors but I will go back and proofread the chapters I've made soon! Sorry I never updated until months later, I got a new phone and everything so it's easier to update:)💜. Thank you for reading. And remember, you nice keep goingg.❤️❤️