The Lost One(D. Gray-Man Fanfiction)

Allen-Nii....

Allen's POV

I woke up when I hear footsteps from outside my door. I followed and saw Akusa standing outisde.....Akusa....why have we changed so much. I started to move closer to her unconsciously but then"don't"I stopped im my tracks as I looked at her, her back was still facing me"....don't....come too close.....Allen...." I blinked as I looked at her slowly facing me but not all the way"Akusa.....I'm....confused by you...."I slowly began to take a step closer but I tried my best mot to cross a line or anything, I don't want her to hate me. I looked at her face as she seemed to be holding back a glare"what did I just say...."I stood my ground but then sighed as I started to walk closer to her and I noticed her sighing"you never listen...."I hear her say as I felt a tiny smile gaze my face"I'm sorry....it's a habit" She seemed annoyed by this as she didn't even try to hold back glare this time as I finally stood in front of her, she was now glaring up at me while I was looking down at her and then I let out a small laugh. I couldn't believe how much taller I am now compared to her"what the hel are you laughing about Baka??"I tried to muffle my laughter as I looked back at het with a small smile still visible on my features"I'm sorry I.....just...noticed how much taller I am compared to you...." I stared at her as she just deadpanned as she looked up at me then I saw her tsk and turned her back toward me again. I sighed again"what do you want from me?"her tone was so serious, but nether the less I decided to answer back even if I still wasn't use to it"I wanted to know why your mad at me.....I've missed you....."I really did, for so long I've wondered what has happened to her but after some time I suppose I couldn't keep track of all those memories especially our time together with Mana. "Missed....you've missed....me..."I saw her slowly turned her head toward me and I was completely taken back by her expression as she looked up at me with the most worst glare I have ever seen it my life"screw you and your 'I've missed you' bull shit!!" I stepped back a bit but still stared back at her as my expression changed and I stepped closer to her again"what happened between us Akusa??"I questioned firmly since I was really concerned and wanted to know what why she was like this now, I looked at her as she continued to glare at me and saw her face grow more grim and angry"after Mana I was alone Allen!!! And I was scared!!! And it's all your fault that I suffered!!!!! Are you happy now!??!?!?!!" As soon as the words left her mouth she brushed passed me and slammed the door as she went back into the house. I wanted to stop her but I was in a complete state of shock from her outburst.....all these years....and I didn't even think.....about how she must of felt.....Akusa.....I'm sorry.

The next day I felt like a complete mess that I didn't evem get a wink of sleep after my conversation with Akusa.....I feel so horrible. I was waiting outside for the others since we promised Komui that we would be heading for the Black Order today. I looked around at the surrondings and just noticed trees and silence.....silence....that actually birngs back some memories.

{Flashback}
Younger Allen's POV

I slept peacefully in my bed but then I heard something that caught my attention and lazily I started to wake up. I rubbed any sleep from my eyes as I put on my glove and started walking towards Mana's bed but noticed he was still sleeping so I started walking towards the source 'why is Aki-Chan so whining tonight??' I thought to myself as I walked toward her bed. I sat on the edge as I saw Akusa pull in her knees close to her chest as I hear her whine and cry, I stare at her as I sighed to myself"what's wrong Aki-Chan?......"I questioned as she looked up at me with her face flushed and tears still flooding out of her eyes. "A-A-Alle-en-Nii.....it's really quiet and I don't like it.....it's scary"that was all I could understand from her hiccups as her blue eyes to lighten up the darkness in the room, I shook my head as a small smile gazed my face"Aki-Chan your so weird.....and stop crying it's not very cute" I lightly teased her as I leaned and wiped away thw tears from her eyes as she looked at me and slowly started to smile"gomen...Allen-Nii....but can you stay with.....me til I'm.....not scared anymore?"I nodded my head happily as I looked at her"of course Aki-Chan what kind of Onii-Chan do you take me for??"I joked as I hear her giggle in response. I laid down next to her as she turned toward me and smiled brightly at me"arigato Allen-Nii!!"she cheered in a hush tone as I smiled lighlty back"yeah yeah..."I lighlty kissed her forehead and then go back to my previous position"good night Aki-Chan" "good night Allen-Nii"I hear her mumble as she started to fall asleep and I smiled at her sleeping form as I let myself fall asleep too.

Allen's POV (Again)

"ALLEN!!!!"I opened my eyes and turned to where I hear my name being called out. I turned and looked at LenaLee as we were already on the train to get back to the Order,she smiled lightly at me"you've been a long while" "ohh....have I really??"I asked slightly confused and embarrassed since I hadn't noticed how much I've spaced out. "Yeah and it looked like a really good dream too"I turned my attention toward Lavi who was sitting in fron of with Bookman as he nodded in agreement"yes it seems you have dazed out again"I chuckled nervously at his comment"sorry about that.....I've just been thinking"I looked around the train car and noticed that I couldn't see Kori,Baka Kanda or Akuse in sight"where are Akusa and Kanda?"I questioned as I looked up at at everyone. LenaLee pointed to the car infront of us"Kanda is im that one and Akusa is in the one behind us with Kori while he's sleeping"I nodded as I leaned back in my seat, but I would feel better if Akusa was here where I could see her. I really am to blame......but why haven't I realized about this mistake until I finally saw her face again.......I really am a horrible brother.

'I love you Allen-Nii!!! Good Night!!"

I gasped as I lookec around and got questionable glances from my friends"what is the matter?"I hear Bookman ask me as I tried to figure out where that voice came from. There wasn't anyone else in this car but us, but that voice"I.....it's nothing now....I thought I hear someone say something" I calmed down as I leaned back in my seat again and started to stare out the window.

'Allen-Nii.....where are you?'

To Be Continued