I made it back to LA, I was already feeling better. On the plane ride back I dropped a few tears but I decided not to let things I couldn't control make me feel bad, I can't make him want to be loyal or a good boyfriend, he gotta want that and obviously I'm not that important to him if he would do that to me.
Someone called me and asked if I could do their hair when I got to the house , of course I said yes I didn't have anything else to do plus I was here alone, my father hasn't been in my life for years, my mom is always traveling with her fiancé, they always try to take me but I just don't like him. I be trying too but he be tryna he my dad like nigga no it's too late for somebody to play stepdaddy to me I'm grown. Anyways of course Kayla was still in Miami with 3 and Amia has work to do for her clothing line.
My client wanted a frontal sew in and she got that, my hands are really like magic I can make a frontal look like ya scalp! And I'm self taught I guess I'm just gifted at certain shit. I finished her hair and she paid me and left.
I decided to take a nap, I really layed down and cried. I know I said I was gonna let it get to me but I couldn't help it. I just couldn't understand why this shit always happens, am I not good enough? Do I not deserve the love I give out? Shit really hurts. It's just crazy how attached I got to him and the fact a bitch could just touch on the nigga I loved most killed me.
I cried myself to sleep thinking about what went down...
*3 hours later*
I woke up to hella missed called from Kentrell and text messages
KDG
17 missed calls
KDG:
Can I just talk to you? That's all I want, ion want you ignoring me.
I looked at the message and rolled my eyes, guess what I did ? Ignored that shit! Because let me guess he's gonna apologize right? And think everything is okay, but it's not.
I went to my freezer and got some ice cream and put on Netflix. 13 reasons why season 2 was out and I got geeked, I didn't even know that shit was on there, I pressed play fast asf!
2 episodes later I got a call from Kayla
"Heyyyy bestie guess who coming home tomorrow ?" She asked me
"Ummm you ?" I responded
"Yeah Kentrell not feeling Miami no more he wanna go back to LA and of course 3 not gon let him go anywhere without him" she spoke
I rolled my eyes hearing his name
"Well I can't wait to see you in already bored, so you know I'll be waiting, but I'm watching 13 reasons why meaning I gotta get the fuck off this phone" I laughed
"You and that damn show, but okay love you see you tomorrow" She spoke
"Love you too bye" I hung up and continued watching my show. I got to episode 5 before I decided to take a shower and get ready for bed.
*NEXT day*
I was already up, it was about 11 o'clock I was just chillin and Kayla came through the door
"I'm homeeee" she walked in the living room smiling
"How was the rest of your stay in Miami ?" I asked
"It was cool we mostly just ate and shopped, but Miami mad my pockets go down now I gotta go scam some more mfs" she laughed
"You're something else" I chuckled
"Anyways 3 is throwing a party tonight, well it's a video shoot and a party do you wanna go? Kentrell will not be there he said he's gonna be in the studio all night" she said to me
"He ain't gon be there ? Hell Yeah I'm goin what time it start?" I asked
"8 o'clock so we got hella time to get ready" she responded
"Bet let me figure out what I'm doing with my hair" I said excited, after all this crying I was ready to get lit
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Y'all wanted the next chapter here it is ! I'm doing another one right now 💚
