*Chapter 5*
Rains P.O.V
I'm so happy when I'm around him. he's so perfect I love him, I always have. I just hope he loves me too...
*lunch*
me and KT sat next to each other with some of his friends since all mine ditched me when I came out of the closet. I would rather sit just us two, but I'll take whatever time I can with him, plus his friends aren't bad they like me I think. Idc if they don't the only one I care about is KT.
"Yo Rain, what you lookin at?"
Seth one of KTs friends asked me as I notice myself staring at KT. I shake my head slightly and look at Seth
"N-nothing"
All KT's friends laugh
"Come on rain we all know you have a crush in KT, just admit it all ready."
"N-no I don't" I look at KT
"he's straight.."
"Ya we know he's not a fag like you but that doesn't change anything we all know you like him! Your always starring at him, you blush all the time when you talk about him and you NEVER leave his side!! Come on dude you have to be blind not to see you like him!!"
Jake, another one of KT's friends said.
I look at KT as he says nothing. Not even a word about Jake calling me a fag!!! Fuck I new he didn't care about me at all!!
I feel my eyes fill with tears
"He's my best friend!! I just like being around him!!!"
"More like in him!"
All his friends laugh as KT sits there quietly. I stand up in anger
"Fuck you!!!"
I scream at them and run out of the cafeteria. As I run I look back and see KT still looking at the ground.
As I run out wiping the tears from my eyes I run into Blake who just so happens to be the biggest homophobe in the school, and the caption of the football team.
"Where the fuck do you think your going!?!?"
He looks down at me (cause he's taller than rain) with a evil smirk.
"I...I umm I was just going to the bathroom.."
"Oh let me help you!" Blake lifts me up by my the collar of my shirt and carrys me to the bathroom kicks open the door and shoves my face into the toilet giving me a swirly
He lifts my head out of the toilet and holds me against the Stall and kicks me in the groin, Then throws me on floor and kicks the shit out of me and walks out of the bathroom as I sob on the floor.
KTs P.O.V
After about 30 minutes I get worried and look for rain
"Rain? Are you in here?"
I say as I open the bathroom door c
"What the fuck do you want!"
I hear him yell as I run in the stall seeing him curled up in pain
" rain!! How did this happen!?"
I get down on my knees picking him up resting his head on my knee
" you dont fucking care so why the fuck are you asking"
He looks at me with anger in his eyes as a tear falls down my face.
'How could he think I don't care I love him, I just don't want people to know I thought he understood why is he being like this?'
"I do care"
"Then why did you just sit there and listen to them make fun of me like that!?"
"B-because I didn't want them thinking I'm you know.."
"What!?! Gay!!! Or no we wouldn't what them thinking that would we!!"
He hops out of my arms arms and runs out of the bathroom
"Rain!! Stop!! Let me talk, Please!"
I scream as we run out of the school and I catch up to him and grab his arm.
"Please rain"
He turns and looks at me
"Let me talk"
Rain sighs and nods
"Fine..."
We walk at sit on the bleachers.
"I.. I care so much, rain I love you, I just I can't have people know.. What if I come out and someone tells my parents who knows what they'll do, you know how they are. Please don't make this a big deal"
"I know it's just... If people know about us they'll stop.. I won't get beat up and people will stop making fun of me for loving you..."
My eyes fill with tears and I kiss him
Rain pulls away
"What if someone sees?"
"Everyone's in class, and even if someone does oh well"
He smiles and kisses me softly.
