Alexandra

Part 15/Timeskip

 3rd person...

It has been years and Kathren hasn't been aging. Neither has Kamren. Alexandra finds out that Kathren sold her soul to not be able to age. Also that Kamren is a demon. So, Loui is a fallen angel and Kamren is a demon. Alex bets they had to go through a rough patch to be friends.

Alexandra and Kathren have fought wars. Alexandra has been diagnosed with severe depression. She takes pills and goes to therapy but it doesn't help. She stopped taking the medication and stopped going to therapy. The years go by and Alexandra's depression deepens. On the upside, Alex and Kamren start dating and they are a happy couple!

One day Kamren snaps and is ten times harder on Alexandra. Alexandra is scared and she hurt more. She hates herself. I can't even defend myself. Even with all of these powers. I am so powerful but so weak.  She tells herself every day.

Kamren and Loui were the ones telling her to keep going to therapy and get the pills.  Once they found out that Alex wasn't going to therapy and wasn't taking her pills. Loui and Alexandra had a fight. It was rough. Kamren tried to calm Loui down. But it didn't work. Alexandra teleported away. 

She teleported to the roof of her work. She cried and went to the railing and sat down leaning against the railing and looked off into the town. The lights shimmered and bounced off the glass windows. The tears rolled her cheeks. She put on her headphones and listened to music. 

With Kamren and Loui.

"Alex?" Kamren turned around to talk to Alex. The outraged Loui behind her. She sees no one.

"Alex?! Alexandra?!" She ran to their room. To see if she was in there. She wasn't. Kamren was scared. Knowing about Alexandra's depression. Her mind only had bad thoughts about where Alex went. 

"What the fuck Loui?!" Kamren yelled at the fallen angel. The fallen angel felt a sudden wave of guilt.

"I-i'm sorry!" Loui said with a worried looked. 

"Well, dumbass! 'Sorry' doesn't fucking cut it!" Kamren snapped and punched him across the face. Then ran to her room and slammed her door.

"I-i'm sorry..." Loui said brokenly. He walked to his room.

Alexandra teleported to her room she shared with Kamren. Demons and Angels don't sleep so she was just sitting at the edge of the bed. The demon heard a sudden sound and quickly turned to the sound because there was a chance that it was Alex.

"Alex-!" The demon started.

"Shut it, I came here to sleep. Not to talk." Alex said without emotion. She went under the covers and fell asleep.

Kamren went under the covers and hugged Alexandra. Though she didn't hug back.

The months go by and nothing has gotten better.  Alexandra fakes her emotions at work and pretends she is okay. When she gets home from work she plops on her bed. Loui and Kamren always check her wounds while she is asleep. Good thing she was a heavy sleeper. Loui would heal her but the marks never went away. 

It has now been years. Alexandra is now 1,825 years old. She is broken and doesn't show any of her emotions she cuts herself. She imagines how it would be like if she jumped off.

But you may be asking...

Why didn't she quit? Or kill Kathren?

She believes it is because she is a masochist. Which she is right, that is one of the reasons. The other is...

Because she is still a child...

She is technically still a child. When she died she was only eleven years old. Which is too young for anybody to die. She is fragile, she looks like a tough cookie when really, her dough is soft. She knew too much for a child, her family fought at a young age. Which damaged her childhood. You never heard of it because they moved on from that. But it still scared Alexandra, so now she hates fighting.

So when Loui yelled at her all her insecurities. Piled and piled down on her. 

Alexandra's POV~~ (Present)

I am on the roof, in my uniform. I am on a break right now for 20 minutes. It was cold and it was winter. So there was snow. My uniform shows so much skin. I was freezing, but I'm fine. I'm fine...

I still hope that one day, somebody will come up here and listen to me. While I tell them everything. My tragedy, my depression, tell them everything. Every little detail I'll tell them. They won't laugh at me, or pity me, they'll listen to me. 

But, heh, the way my life is going? It's not going to happen...

Tomorrow I am kidnapping Sam and Dean Winchester. Where have I heard that name before? Winchester... Oh! I know! The Winchester Mansion! Yeah! There is a demon called Ali.. Weird, why would hunters team up with demons? Then there is a Nephilim called Jack. His father is Lucifer himself. His mother is Ms. Kline. I forgot her first name. She passed away during birth.  Castiel the angel aswell. Chuck's favorite... Loui has told me about him, he is a good egg. He is a fallen angel, he also feels emotion. Cool! I have to kidnap them too. Ugh...

Oh shit! I forgot to check the time! Shit! I wipe my tears off my face since I was previously crying. I practice smiling, looking at my weird reflection. I was looking at myself on the metal railing.I thought my act was good enough. I coughed and giggled sweetly. Then teleported to Boss' office.

"Hiya Boss!" I smiled sweetly at her. Please remember that this is an act and that I hate her with a passion.

"You can leave early, the paper of the Winchesters address is on the desk," she kept typing on her keyboard.

"Thanks!" I beamed. I took the papers and teleported to my room.

Kamren's POV~~

Alexandra teleports in our room with papers. With the same face, she always does. She promised to not fake her emotions to me and Loui. I kind of regret it, I hate seeing her so broken. She had some papers.

"Her babe, feeling any better?" I hugged her softly. She didn't say anything she just leaned to the hug.

"I have to kidnap some people tomorrow," she said empty. It hurts me so much hearing that. I love her so much I don't want her hurt. She hands me the papers and I take them. Sam and Dean Winchesters. Oh, have I heard about them...

"Hey, Babe?" 

"Yes?" She answered.

"Sam and Dean are tough cookies so be careful, please."

"Okay," she then grew heavier. I realized it was because she was sleeping. I put her in our bed. 

"I love you," I whisper. Then kiss her forehead. She smiled in her sleep. I am so happy to see her smile.

I know she will never open up to me and I'm fine with that. She knows that I will always be here no matter what... I don't care if she doesn't of me, I will always love her. 

To Be Continued...

Sorry I made an accident with the font. THE FEELS ARE REAL!!!! Also, I will have my friend's OC. In here as well! The OC's name is ALi!