Alexandra

Part 24/Carry On..

Sam's POV..

It has been months sense we first met Kathryn. As promised, I haven't told Dean or anyone about this. They have no clue, I hate that they don't. I hate that they don't see how much Alex is hurting. She deserved so much better and to think that god was a good guy. 

Alexandra's bell rings for her break and as usual we go up to the rooftop. We walk out of the elevator. Alexandra stands on the railing. What the hell is she doing!?

"Alex what do you think your doing!?" I yell at her. She has a cold and bitter face on. Nothing I've ever seen her like.

"I should treat Kamren better, I should treat Loui better. My family better," she says soullessly. I know who they were. Alex told me all about them.

"What? Alex your scaring me," I say worried. She turned back at me, still barely balancing on the railing. She puts her arms up and I realize what she is about to do. She summons a black ink colored tentacle out. Like one that a octopus would have. I ignored it, I knew about her powers. I ran to the railing but it grabbed me and pulled me back.

"Alex stop, please!" I plead, now crying. She was like a little sister to me. Family! I can't just watch her die!

"Tell them I'm sorry, I'm just to weak for this world. Even with all this power, I'm still so weak." She starts to crying. It thunders and starts raining. It was winding as it we in a tornado. The over sized hoodie moving in the wind. Along with her hair.

"No, your strong! You can fight anything and win!" I try to persuade her.

"No, you don't get it!" She yells and it thunders. She points to her head, "in here. I'm so weak, I'm going insane Sammy!" Her voice breaks, "if I lose with all this power imagine what I could do! I would kill everyone!"

"I'm here for Alexandra! I'm never gonna leave you!" I cry. She looks at me coldly with tears running down her face. She then smiles at me with a hint of insane. 

"That's what you think Sammy," her voice happily insane. "You aren't nearly as powerful as god, Sammy. He'll take you away from me." She turns serious.

"No, we'll find a way! We always do!" 

"No! I don't wanna be here to watch you die!" she puts her hands back up. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." She falls back.

"No!" I scream. The tentacle goes away. I run to the railing and look down. I see body and all it's blood. The blood was like the inky tentacle. It was pitch black.

I run to the elevator and go to Kathryn's office with tears down my face. 

"Your back early," Dean says before looking at me. "Sam are you okay?!" He runs by my side. Ali following. The others as well.

"No! Alex just jumped off the building!" I cry, Dean is surprised. He hugs me tightly. I cry into his shoulder. Ali rubs my back, not comfortable with me. We previously broke up. I haven't told Alexandra that and I'll never get her the chance too!