One Message | Hizzie

Feeling Alone (TW)

TRIGGER WARNING

When Hope and Lizzie Jumped into Malivore everything changed, one did to save everyone, and the other did it for love but no matter the reason they are gone no one remembers them even their closest friends and family. Everyone feels like something is missing, but only Josie seems to really pay attention to it, to her it's like a piece of her is gone.

She has been in her room for almost the whole summer vacation trying to figure out what seems to be missing and all of this isolation made things between her and Penelope rocky. Penelope wanted to help her but felt like she only got in the way. This made her feel alone. She became very depressed every day, wishing to die a little more than the last. Then there was something she never thought would happen. It broke her into a million pieces.

It all started on a very rainy Tuesday Penelope went to her room that she shared with Josie and all she wanted to do is have a movie night just them under warm covers, and maybe that would fix all the distance between them recently. They might live in the same room, but it feels like they haven't been further apart. As she walks in, she sees Josie reading a book and says, "how about we have a movie night just me and you and Netflix."

Josie didn't even look at Penelope when answering, "I can't, I am swamped." She felt her heartbreak her own girlfriend won't look at her.

She decided not to give up and walked up to Josie and closed her book and Josie was not happy about that she screamed: "are you stupid can't you tell I am doing something important I swear Penelope sometimes you don't care about other people's feelings."

A tear fell from her cheek to the ground, and all these feeling she has been bottling up were about to blow up the last straw was when Josie said: "oh great you are crying now."

She has had enough of this Penelope said a spell and didn't just close the book Josie was reading but every book on the table and sobbed "JoJo, I don't know what has gotten into you, but lately we have been drifting apart, and you seem like you don't care like I don't matter to you, and that's not fair."

Josie looked at her for a second and with no emotion, said: "what if I don't."

"don't what JOSIE."

"what if I don't care."

"you don't mean that.'

"I do."

"Are you saying what I think you are."

"You and I are done, Penelope."

Penelope didn't say anything she felt so stupid she should of stayed in Belgium at least she wouldn't feel like this all the pain is too much for her to bear she only feels like she has one option, she ran into the bathroom and grabbed a small box from behind the toilet and ran out of the room. She decided to give one look back to see if Josie cared enough to go after her. Apparently, she knew when she saw the door close, she knew it was over. She ran all the way to one of the rooms that no lived in. She opened the door and locked it behind her. She looked around and saw the room was full of stuff, but she knew no one lived here; it's like someone transferred schools and just left all their stuff here. She went into the bathroom and open the box and inside was a razor and a bunch of notes. She put the blade aside and took the letters out and read them one by one. The first one said, "I didn't think that would feel this good."

The second one was a little more emotional "today Josie blew me off for the third time in a row."

She went thought the rest of them and started crying. She knew that she couldn't handle this pain for another minute, so she decided to make it stop the only way she could think of even if it means her death. The only thing going through her mind was negativity she didn't think of her mom or dad or her friends. The only thing she had on her mind was letting go of all this pain. She got up off the floor and picked up her razor in her right hand and turned the bathwater on and let it fill up. When she saw the water about to overflow, she turned the knob to turn it off and took off all her clothes and slowly stepped into the bath, watching as some water spilled out. She sat then lied back in the tub, knowing that this was going to be her last moments. She opened her eyes and put the blade on her wrist on and cut it she screamed in pain but try to keep it low so no one heard her. She then did the same to the other hand. Tears were flowing from her eyes as she set both hands in the water, knowing that all of this pain will soon be gone. She closed her eyes she heard loud pounding, but it was too late Penelope was gone.

*

Penelope opened up her eyes, and she had no idea where she was or what happened. She kept walking down the mysterious hallway when suddenly she was grabbed and shoved into a room and her about to scream when she saw Hope and Lizzie, but she remembered them this time and said: "am I dead."

Hope said "we don't have a lot of time you will wakeup shortly me and Lizzie jumped into Malivore our memories are stuck in limbo while our bodies are in a prison world with fake memories when you get back you will know what happened don't tell anyone just find a way to get us out of here and everything will be back to normal just remember no one is like themselves."

That's when Penelope woke up in the nurse's office, and her wounds were gone she looked up and saw Emma, Alaric, and Mg staring at her.

She said "what happened"

Alaric said, "what happened was you got very lucky young lady mg smelled blood and rushed in and saved you."

Emma said, "I think we should talk Penelope."

She didn't say anything in return she got up and saw that she was now clothed and kissed mg on the cheek and said "thank you" and just walked out of the room and now she has a mission and a purpose to fight for she needs to bring back her best friends and she needs to get Josie back, and the only way to do that is to get everyone's memory back and show them why they have been acting weird. Penelope has a long journey ahead of her as do Hope and Lizzie they don't know that there stuck in a world with a psychopath.