I'm here again
I want to get out, if only I can
I want this gone
And all I see is no one
All I can say is to run,
Scary, this is no fun
Slowly dripping blood
Oh please, help me God
My world turn up side down
I see a bloody clown
And in the dark street
My heart fast it's beat
Creepy eyes shouting death
I let go my breath
Blink my eye
Feel I'm going to die
All I need to do is to try
Shit, my eyes watered and cry
A thunderstorm make it's zap
Wish to open my eyes and wake up
My teary eyes, made it blurd
His husky voice is what I heard
His touch made me warm
With him I feel calm
Can't get out of this thinking
Keep on repeating
I know his not real
Disappointment is what I feel
Shit, still trap in a dream
But I believe in him
Its just so surreal
Like I know him for real
Feel the vibration, it's my alarm
I stared with his silhouette charm
"Wake up" he said
It feel so glad and some how sad
I slowly open my eyes
Some part of me dies
Saw the date, its his death anniversary
I miss you baby
-natalie-
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