Months ago I'd lay in bed
While Dreadful thoughts would run through my head
Thought that no 13 year old should bare
And in my head your words would blare
Not needed, hated, unwanted and more
It's almost like our friendships a chore
But I thought I left those days behind
But now I realise I was blind
And those were the days I thought I'd be ok
But day after day I would stray
From the happiness I thought was mine
And on my way I ignored each and every sign
And because of that now I'm here
And I'm trying to endear
The dreadful thoughts that run through my head
Thought that no 13 year old should bare
And in my head your words would blare
Not needed, hated, unwanted and more
It's almost like our friendships a chore
But I thought I left those days behind
But now I realise I was blind
And those were just the days I thought I'd be ok
