Chapter 10 I'm So Sorry

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Hey guys, I am still alive! I've been to Egypt and the new semester of university started.
I just wanted to give you a small triggerwarning as there'll be themes of domestic abuse / rape.

The truck came to a halt. Dirty lanterns radiated a muted light which reveberated from the fresh snow. "Babygirl wake up.", Frank hushed into Snow's ear, waking her up gently. The girl rubbed her eyes and looked around to find herself at an old gas station "We have to get some gas and maybe something else to eat, other than chocolate bars and sweets.", the boy explained as he noticed the confusion on his girlfriend's face. She just hummed in response, her brain slowly started to work and pushed away her tiredness as she processed that only Frank and her remained in the old truck.
Joey was currently filling up the gas tank and the girls went inside the shop to get some food.
Frank took a deep breath as he slung his arm around Snow's shoulders to pull her close to him once more. He was still nervous about what would come next, how they'd survive as a bunch of teenagers that aimlessly roamed the streets... "It'll be fine.", Snow spoke as she noticed how Frank tortured his lower lip with his teeth. He opened his mouth to protest but the girl was quicker and licked up the small droplets of blood that had formed on his chapped lips. His shocked expression was quickly replaced by his usual cocky smirk "Damn babygirl, how 'bout you wrap that tounge around my dick?", he raised his eyebrow while smirking triumphantly, he knew that she was abashed by his comment and the redness that tinted her face made it more than obvious.
Snow took a deep breath and looked out of the window, Joey was making his way inside the store as well so she took the opportunity to open Frank's pants "Do you really wanna try me?", she asked, her face held a playful expression. "Maybe...", Frank answered, he was honestly a bit surprised by her sudden boldness but he liked it so he leaned back against the door and took a more relaxed position. Snow watched him and when he was settled she pulled down his pants along with his boxers just enough for his already hardened member to jump out. Frank's breath hitched a little and Snow chuckled "Already excited aren't ya?", she smiled at Frank, who looked at her through half lidded eyes "Don't tease me, or you'll regret it...", he growled, his voice not more than a whisper. The girl lowered herself until he could feel her breath on his skin. She placed a few gentle kisses along his hips and teased the sensitive skin with her tounge. She did this to gather enough courage to live up to the tough play she put on earlier and finally swallowed her worries as she opened her mouth and slowly started to make long strokes up and down Frank's dick with her tounge. Frank in return moaned quietly and took a fistfull of her dark hair in his hand. It felt good for him to slowly let lose for once but there was a feeling lingering in the back of his mind, screaming at him to keep the upper hand in this situation, that he needed to be in charge as memories of his past abuses flashed through his mind.
Snow was about to take the tip of his member into her mouth as Frank pulled her hair until her face was directed towards him "I told ya, if you tease me you'll regret it.", he growled once more and Snow felt tears forming in the corners of her eyes. She didn't know how to handle his sudden shift of mood so she opened her mouth to sob, but Frank was quicker and smothered her cry by forcing his dick into her mouth.
He moved her head with his hands and felt her nailing the fabric of his jeans. He grew impatient so he pulled her off his dick completely before forcing her down again, this time he ignored her chocking until she had the full length of his cock in her mouth, his tip reaching all the way to the back.
Snow sobbed and chocked heavily, she was unable to breath properly and even worse was the fact that she didn't know what she did to deserve this. How did she anger him? What did she do wrong? Her mind tried to find an answer to that, redirecting her attention away from her body, away from the fact that her boyfriend was currently abusing her.

Suddenly she felt something twitch and a hot liquid was released into the back of her mouth. Frank still held down her head, forcing her to swallow it, as disgust started to bubble up in her stomach and radiating into every inch of her body.
Once again she felt herself being pulled upwards, but not by her hair but by two arms being wrapped underneath her arms and she was pulled into Franks chest, who seemed freaked out and perpetually muttered a barrage of 'shits' and 'fucks' with an occassional 'what have I done?'. But these words seemed so far away at the moment, Snow felt like she was under water and Franks voice came from above the surface. She couldn't hold it in any longer and started to sob and shake uncontrollably. "Snow... pumpkin, I'm so fucking sorry. I'm sorry, what have I done?", Frank pressed her against his chest and cradled her. "I'm so sorry please talk to me. Babygirl... my pumpkin... princess...", his voice got progressively more shaky, he was at a mental meltdown. He knew he had fucked up real bad but even worse was that he made Snow cry and refuse to talk to him. He had traumatized her bad and he knew that.
In his desperation he opened the car door got out and picked the girl up in his arms. She seemed a lot smaller than usual. "Shhhh my pumpkin, don't cry. I will fix this, okay? Do you let me?", he asked her as he made his way to the gas station. His friends came towards him, their bags filled with food and drinks and their clothes somewhat clean again, but he just ignored their worried looks and questions as he rushed to the toilet. He sat Snow down on the toilet seat and kneeled down before her, a bunch of wet paper towels in his hand. He used them to clean of her face and the cold water helped a bit to reduce her puffy eyes and the redness from her crying. She let everything just happen as Frank went on to dry off her face. Her gaze was directed foreward but Frank knew that she couldn't see him at the moment.
When he was done he got up and extended his hand towards the girl which she hesitantly took. "You can punish me however you want but please, please talk to me, pumpkin.", he looked her in the eyes as he opened the door for her. Snow slowly walked out and Frank followed her. He put an arm around her as he walked them back to the old truck. When they arrived Frank noticed that their friends were all sitting in the back of the truck, no one dared to look at the couple but Joey handed Frank a soda when he and Snow got in. He opened it and handed it to the girl that slowly took a sip of it before placing it down again and holding it in her hands. Frank was about to pet her head but she flinched as he raised his hand so he let it fall again, before reaching for the car keys.
He started the engine and drove off, now with another worry in his mind.

He had chewed up his lower lip again until he felt something softly leaning against him: Snow fell asleep. Frank smiled, there might still be hope for him.

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