Born to be his

Weekend

I got changed and blow dried my hair ...i went down to the kitchen hoping mother wouldn't be there and thank god she wasn't there ....I head there and took some Doritos and Nutella and fruits to my room without anyone looking luckily ...I didn't realise I was so Hungary that I finished all of it in 20 minuites and still not one hour had passed
I went to Luke's room and no surprise it was clean because the maids must have cleaned it anyway so I went inside and sat on the edge of the bed....this is the room I dreaded alott...i had been raped every single fucking week here and today again maybe....
I'd done a big mistake now falling asleep on his bed
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I woke up to a pair of lips stuck on mine and I absolutely knew it was calum because he was the one always Hungary to grab mine and he was always harsh and he sometimes made my lip swell up or even bleed
He was up for any thing related to me ...be it beating or raping ,kissing,touching ....anything
I hated him ....and sometimes to punish me luke always sent me to Calum's house where he'd do stuff I couldn't even imagine ......he beat me with anything and everything he saw and he'd end up making me bleed or something ....and staying the night with any of them except luke was the most difficult job ...they'd do endless things and I wasn't allowed to defend my self at all and if I did then the concequences would be all over me
Anyway
I jerked up causing calum to fall and he litrally slapped me after that
I bit my lip intending not to cry but the tears just don't listen to me yaa know....they came out running a race down my cheek and Calum couldn't help but smirk at that
How I hated him so much and his smirk .....
"Why'd you do that?"
"I didn't know it was you"
"You aren't allowed to that to any of us anyway!!!"he said raising his voice
"I-I'm sorry"
"And?"
I knew what he was saying and I didn't want myself to go through trouble so I stepped forward and kissed him the way he wanted without touching him..i kept my hands behind my back .i
Usually did that because I didn't want to touch him but he always led my hands to where ever he wanted ...sometimes his shoulder blades or sometimes his waist so this time he just intertwined fingers with me ....it felt like hours until the kiss got over and I was feeling really sick
Luke entered the room and told me put my hands on the wall and face the wall after removing my shirt ...I knew what this was it meant these people where going to whip me
I remove my shirt and face the wall with palm support above my head
I bit a little of my my forearm to keep me from screaming ....I close my eyes and waited
It came and when it did it was harder than usual which means luke is pissed at something like really badly ....he whips me hard for atleast 5 minuites and I can feel tears in my eyes and I can feel that my eyes are red from controlling and that pain that I received ...I pick up my shirt from the floor and put it on ...I turn around and see luke staring me in the eyes ....it wasn't awkward now because Calum Michael and Ashton had gone downstairs to eat something
I went hugged luke and not at the moment but after seconds he had hugged me back and sobbed on my shoulder ....I knew something was wrong
"Tell me what happened?"i whispered in his ear while he laid on my shoulder sobbing slightly
"I love you very much ...please just don't leave me ...please I beg you"...he said sobbing on each word
"Yea ok luke that's fine but please tell me what happened ..? i know some thing is wrong ...."
He hugged me tighter and I cringed at the time he squeezed my back and no matter how much it hurt but I had to keep luke from getting more angry .
"Tell me ...I swear I'd help you...."i said reassuring
"Dad wants me to get you married after your education and he wants me to leave you "
I'm happy if dad wants me to go away because I swear that is what I want to do also ...I want to get rid of here of Calum of Michael and Ashton and I'm still not sure if u want to get away from luke because I like him but I only despise him because he makes my life hell in school and bullies me and hits me and every thing but that doesn't mean he doesn't love me or something
But I still want to go away from here
"So what's the deal about ?..why you crying?"i ask knitting my eyebrows
"I want to stay with you !! I can't live without you ! I need you okay? I just can't !"
My spine is filled with shock
I can't possibly stay with this guy forever
"But luke you'll have to move on.."i say in a whisper looking down at my hands
"You can't possibly love your sister and that too biological ...you can't have me this way ....you'll have to find some one and I know you'll never try to but please for once think about me ...I don't want to live this way and my body hurts now ..." I say keeping my voice low trying not to get luke mad
I see more tears run down his and mine cheek
"B-but I love you"...he says
"Luke this isn't right ...you can't possibly love me ...you should start avoiding me -
I feel my cheek sting ....luke slapped me so hard I can already feel the bruise forming
The door bursts open and calum comes in
He has no clue of what happened so he just assumed that I made luke cry for some stupid reason and he grabs me by my forearm and drives my to his flat
...I've been there many times basically to be punished
He pulls me out of the cars and we enter the flat he pushes me in his room and on the backside of couch he keeps my hand in place and bends me down ...he pulls my shorts down and I can feel him going inside and the pain is immense ...I cry out it pain and he hits my back with his elbow really hard ...
"Tell me why luke was crying ..."
"C-Calum please stop .this hurts "
"Shut up and tell me why he was crying ..tell me!"he said thrusting in me harder and harder
I narrated him the full story knowing he wasn't going to stop
He finally gave one last thrust and filled me with his cum...ive been thankful to luke to get me pregnancy avoiding pills so I've been taking them since a long time and I know I won't be pregnant with atleast my brothers baby or his mates atleast