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I don't show my true feelings here on Wattpad as much as you think I do. I don't tell you the truth about how I'm feeling inside or on bad days like one I had over the summer. I don't think I'm perfect, I don't think I'm amazing or the best or popular or to die for but I do think I'm ugly, annoying, and a loser.
My glasses make it worse.
I know I'm not worthless or a mistake but it always feels like I screw everything up. My memory is horrible at times, I'm not always there for my friends when they need me cause I don't know how to help, I even feel like I never really have friends on here or in real life!!! Fnaf_Fangirl_72 you're not alone and never have been but...
I have.
I barely smile anymore and when I do it's almost always forced. It looks real but it never is real. I came here to escape these feelings but I drug them all with me when I first got here! I didn't think anyone was actually gonna read my stories, especially not agrace932 who's the first person to read it and the person that inspired me to write. I'm sorry about making you all sad if you read this and find out how I really act and MrsConsequencesFnaf_Fangirl_72 and agrace932 I'm sorry that I didn't tell you whenever I felt down!
I know I should have trusted you guys with this so that's why I did this chapter.
