Drew McIntyre One Shots

Dear Drew (Sad Drabble)

Description: You write your husband a letter when you miss him.
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 My Dearest Drew,

I decided to write you a short letter I've been missing you so much lately and I thought maybe this would help. I remember you always saying if I missed you write it down and send it to you, or hold onto it until you came home. I'm not sure yet what I'm going to do with this letter but I do know that I really need to write it. I've managed to get co-manager at work it's been amazing yet challenging I'm enjoying every moment of it. I visited with your mother the other day we went through the old photo albums together, the trip down memory lane was needed.

Hunter called to see how I've been doing I told him with each day the pain is getting a little easier. I doubt it will ever fully go away losing the person you love most in this world isn't easy.

You'd think that by now I'd be used to you being gone with all your constant traveling and being away from home for weeks at a time. Think that I'd be used to going to bed alone with only memories of you keep me going until the next time we saw each other. I guess the only difference now is I know this time you're not coming back to me. There won't be anymore trips to the airport dropping you off or picking you up. I won't fall asleep alone but have you sneak in after a busy few weeks crawl in next to me pressing a soft kiss to my lips and telling me you love me. I can't send a letter to you no matter how badly I want to. Last I checked glory doesn't receive letters I hope wherever you are that you're happy. These last few months without you has been unbearable it's empty I feel like part of me has died off. Everything here just reminds me of you I can still faintly smell your cologne I've even considered buying more just to keep the smell around. I just hope in time that I'll be able to come to terms with all of this but I'm still not sure..

It's not fair ya know? It's not fair you were made to leave before we could really start our lives together, it's not fair that shortly after sharing we were gonna be parents I lost you. Our baby has to grow up without their daddy and never personally knowing how wonderful you are. I just miss you I miss you more with every passing day.

Every time I close my eyes right before drifting off to sleep your smile is the last thing that I imagine. I feel that without that without the memories I would have lost mind a long time ago. But I know I have to keep pushing on not just for you but our baby too. I guess it's time to close this letter now I just want to remind you that I love you and our little one more than anything in the world. I just wish that my love was enough to bring you back to me where you belong. Please watch over us all I feel a little better knowing even though you can't be here to protect me you can from there. You'll always be my guardian angel help me keep an eye on our sweet baby.

I love you forever.

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