Sinbound(on hold)

Pink Water and Hot Kisses

A/N- Angst warning.

word count: 1600

3rd Person PoV:

Sabriel walked Crowley into the flat holding hands, "If you're hungry there's some takeout menus in the kitchen," Crowley said softly, "through our credit cards in my office get yourself something to eat love I am going to take a shower." Sabriel catches his hand pulling him back, "please...let me help you...please" She gently places a Palm on his chest, "I don't mean to sound selfish, but I need this... I just need to be near you" she looked into his yellow eyes placing her left hand on his cheek, "I feel like I almost lost you" Her eyes were pleading.

Crowley turned his head kissing her Palm; she had no idea how close she had actually come to losing him. it was almost like a dream to be standing there with her, "that sounds nice, love' he says softly taking her hand from his cheek bleeding her back to the white tiled bathroom. she kept up pace with him gingerly holding his hand, "I was so scared... I actually bought a 9 tails from a demon... I- I-I don't know What I would have done if I lost you...' she leans in turns on the water to the shower. Crowley starts to take off his shirt wincing at the movement but pauses, "you did what now?" he looked at her wide eyed.

"Let me help you with that... and yes... I'm sorry I didn't know what else to do, it was the only weapon that I could get my hands on that could hurt Gabriel enough to make him leave... I'm sorry" she looked down not wanting to make eye contact. Crowley sighed letting her help him undress, "which demon did you buy it from?" he asked ruing the answer... "I'm not mad at you love, I just want to know just in case they come snooping around." he added after a moment. she nods meeting his eyes, "I understand, I don't know his name" she lied.

Crowley could tell that she was hiding something but didn't press it, she would tell him in time and that's all that matters. he watched her start to undress, Sabriel Helped him step into the shower. Crowley leaned against the shower wall head bent as Sabriel washed his hair; it was soothing to feel her fingers massaging his scalp he closed his eyes letting her fuss over him her healing touch working it's magic.

sabriel Wash the blood from his body, "we're going to have to re-set your nose or it's going to heal like that" ... she spoke softly not wanted to cause him any more pain, "after that you should feel a lot better" she brushed her fingertips over his burst chest. "better call Aziraphale, over to do that," Crowley mused with a dark chuckle, "he'd be able to Dodge a blinding swing if I threw one at him. I'd kill myself if I did that to you" he smirked at her watching her wash him with a cloth.

She gently wipes him down with the warm soapy washcloth, "can I ask you something... you know without you kind of freaking out?" Sabriel watch is the blood go down the drain not looking up to him. Crowley opens his eyes again, peering at her yellow eyes watching full of concern, "of course, love"

she takes a deep breath," do you... regret me coming back" she stopped continued watching the water now pink," I was only back in your life for one day and you were kidnapped and almost killed in a matter of 4 days... all because of us being together... I blame myself... I should have never come back to find you..."

How the hell could he tell her Gabriel it was being an absolute pretentious asshole and that the whole bit was all the damn archangel's fault, that he finally found a piece that had been missing for over 6000 years, that without her he would have just let Gabriel kill him? how could he tell her without taking 1000 years to get the words right... actions spoke louder than words Crowley took Sabriel's Face in his hands, kissing her hard, ignoring the pain from all of his nerve endings that's screamed every time he moved an inch; it was so incredibly worth it. Sabriel Drop the washcloth kissing him back. her arms snaked around his neck trying not to hurt him more; she felt like she was melting, This kiss was like no other kiss that he had given her before, she could physically feel every emotion that he was pouring into, and her she wasn't sure if he was using his magic or if he just cared for her that much she, didn't care she just kept kissing him. Crowley wrapped his arms around her, pulling her to him forgetting about all the pain.

They tangled their hands into each other's wet hair, Sabriel new in her mind that they should stop and call Aziraphale to have him pop over and finish healing Crowley, but a part of her didn't want to stop kissing him ever. he tasted like blood and Brandy, but she didn't mind his hands on her was extremely intoxicating to her especially when he's being so passionate. Crowley pulled her flush against his body, but suddenly broke the kiss with a gasp of pain. one hand clutched his side while the other held onto Sabriel with the other for support. "something's broken..." he gasped, "ribs maybe..." he slowly sank to the floor of the shower his head hanging he didn't want her to see him like this he should be the protector the one watching over her. he felt like less than a man in this state.

"I'm sorry" she turned off the water panicking, "i should have stopped you from over exerting yourself," she felt tears in her eyes as she climbed out of the shower wrapping herself in one of his black bathrobes, "can you get up? do you need help? Do you want me to call Aziraphale?" Crowley reached out and took her hand, "sabriel, this isn't your fault." he saw he sat up wincing in pain, "love... I'd be Dead without you..." he gave her a small smile, "so please don't blame yourself". sabriel Took his hand gripping it gently, "but it is my fault and now you're still hurt, And I feel useless... it's all my fault, if I would have stayed away Gabriel would not have come Zira and you too would be having tea or wine or maybe even ice cream enjoying your lives... but now here you are laying on the floor of a bathtub in pain and there's nothing I can do to stop it". She sobbed softly struggling with her words.

Crowley stared at her angst, "bloody hell woman, is that what you think?" he slowly stood panting as he held his side, "nothing that has happened to me or the Angel is your fault." he hissed wrapping a towel around his waist. "it is not your fault Gabriel and the rest of the bunch of fucking pricks who don't know their Halos from their asses..Go- Satan... Blast it Sabriel I fucking love you! If anyone should be ashamed, it's me." holding his side his eyes downcast as he leaned against the sink.

"Crowley..." sabriel walks over to him, "I love you too" she places her hands on each side of his face lifting it so she could see his eyes, "But why for heaven's sake should you be ashamed?". Crowley looked at her his face showed nothing but utter defeat, "i should have killed him. I should have protected you. but I let my ass get handed to me... how the hell can you love a broken bastard like me?" Sabriel looked at him shocked, "broken? I'm the broken one" she smiles weekly, "you are far from broken Crowley, damaged maybe, but not broken; You were trying to protect me and you were trying to protect Aziraphale as well and you got ambushed that's not your fault you didn't plan to get captured" she kissed him lately on the lips, "I'm going to go call Zira and have him come here you, then maybe we can go out to dinner" sabriel smiled turned and walked out the door.

Crowley kissed her back then watched her disappear down the Hall. what she said to him cheered him up somewhat, but that deep heavy pit in his gut the head formed while he was captured was still there. sabriel was the most amazing woman alive and she deserved much much better than him.

A/N: Hey guys, how to kicking? sorry that I have been slow these past couple weeks on my updates I've had a lot of stuff going on with work and stress, I plan on putting out a couple chapters this weekend as long as all goes well to make up for not posting for like 2 weeks I want to start getting into the main plot of this first story so lookout for that. if you're just around because you guys are dirt Little freaks and stick around a little longer, they'll be more smut to come This week. alright I'm going to go to bed and hope you enjoy I know this one's a little shorter than my other ones but like I said I just wanted to put something out for you guys so you knew it wasn't forgetting about you. I'll catch you on the flip side.

-Katt ✌❤😸