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03 𝐁𝐔𝐁𝐁𝐋𝐘

FLUFF.

YOU WERE SEATED ON THE SOFA turned sideways, boris facing forwards. your legs were resting atop his, and his arm was wrapped around your back to keep you from falling backwards. you nuzzled your face farther into his neck and planted a small kiss to his pale skin. "boris, i'm cold." you say, eyelashes brushing his skin; being that you were so close to him. he pulls your body more towards his, and adjusts the blanket so that it was more on top of you than it was before. "what can i do to make you warmer?" he softly says, his long fingers running through your hair.

you inhale the smell of his alcohol and cigarette scented body, humming against his bare skin, "can we have a bath?" boris replaces his hand to your head and kisses it, holding his lips against your hair, "of course we can." he stands up and throws the blanket over your body, covering you entirely as you giggle from underneath it. you peaked your head from under the blanket, watching as his hands ran through his curly matted hair, glancing at his torso as his shirt lifted just above his pant line.

"stay here, i'll go get everything ready." boris spoke, bending down to rub his cold thumbs on your cheeks. you lean your head into his hands and smile at the feeling of his skin against yours, "okay." boris runs to the bathroom and leaves you in the living room, the only sound being the popping of the small, ineffective fireplace and your breathing. you hear the water hit the bottom of the tub and push yourself from the sofa, starting towards the hallway with his blanket still snug around your shoulders.

with each step you take, you hear the sound of the water rising in the tub growing louder. upon your reach to the bathroom door, you gently push it open, peering inside. humidity filling the air, and hitting your skin almost instantly. you step inside of the room and close the door behind you, "i didn't wanna be alone." boris smiles and pulls your body towards his, hugging you tightly. you were squished under the grip of his, your arms at your sides not being able to hug him back.

squirming from his grip, you rise on your tippy toes and kiss his lips. boris unwraps himself from you and brings his hands up to your cheeks, cupping them as he kisses you back. his hands run down to the hem of your shirt and tug, silently asking for permission to remove the article of clothing. you reach down and grab his hands, helping him shed your, (his) t-shirt. the shirt falls off your arms and to the floor as you stand there silently, slightly uncomfortable being that the two of you don't seen each other bare often.

his hands find a way to your sides and slide down to rest on your hip. "you are so beautiful." boris whispers, wrapping his hand around your torso and sneaking in another kiss to make you feel any less uncomfortable. you smile under his grasp, feeling your tension ease away. he was always making sure you felt comfy and confident when the two of you were together. tugging the blanket over top your chest, boris snuck away to turn off the faucet, the tub being full of bubbles and warm water. "all's ready my love." he said, accent thick off his tongue.

you smile and rest your cheek upon your own shoulder, "turn around." boris reveals a bewildered look upon his face, confused as to why you asked him such a thing. he'd have assumed you'd be okay with undressing in the same room as it hasn't been your first time completely naked around each other. "don't want you to see me undress." you say, causing him to roll his eyes and groan. he scrunches his face together before he speaks from his chapped lips, "whys that baby? don't be embarrassed." it wasn't that you were embarrassed, you just hadn't been feeling positive about yourself lately and didn't feel as confident about your body the way you normally would.

"please?" you gently press. sending him a hesitant look with your eyes. boris sighs, turning in the opposite direction. "am never gonna think of you any different than how i always see you with my own eyes baby, but will do whatever to make you feel better." you remove every article of clothing and walk behind boris' tall and lanky body, kissing behind his neck and sneaking around him to be engulfed by the warm bath water. the liquid calming your body almost instantly as it crept up against every inch of your skin.

boris was facing the tub and smiled down at you, bending down and leaning his hands against the wall to plant a gentle kiss on your lips. you stare as he pulls away from your rosy face to pull out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, lighting it with the candle burning on the outskirts of the tub. your gaze broke as he quickly striped from his clothing and jumped into the tub alongside you, your bodies both emerged in the small bathtub. the bubbles rose up to his chest, almost reaching his neck. the stick hanging from his lips was taken into his agile fingers to be passed across the tub to you.

"ere." he said, lounging back against the wall of the tub, throwing his arms to the sides so that they hung around the edges. you accepted the cigarette and drew it to your lips, inhaling the infamous drug while staring at the boy across from you. and so you both sat, late hours of the night, sharing a deteriorating cigarette, eased from any sexual tension whatsoever.