When The Day Met The Night ~ Ryden

~ Where I Belong ~

Jon and I have been together since 2011 and it's 2013 and still together. Are we happy together? I don't know. It's complicated. I do actually love Jon, he's been there for me when Brendon wasn't. He's been there during my first pregnancy, the break up, looking after the twins and we're now expecting another child. However, I'm still not over Brendon. He is married now and we're in two different words, but I still have a place for him in my heart.

Right now, I'm going to the hospital with Jon and the twins to see what the gender of the baby is. I am 2 months and this pregnancy is going better than the first. Maybe it's because the last I was going through stress or maybe it's because I know what I'm doing now. Jon and I have already looked into names. For girl we picked Riley or Rebecca and for boy we thought George (yes maybe another George Ryan Ross) or Tyler.

~

We just did the scan and the gender of the baby is....male!
We're going to have a baby boy! We're going to name him either George Ryan Ross IV, Tyler George Ross, George Jonathan Ross or Tyler Jonathan Ross. We're not quite sure yet.

~

"I spoke to Brendon today." Jon said as we got into our house.

"You did?" I asked. He noded.

"He really wants to see Leila and Elio. Maybe we should all meet up somewhere. It can be a double date but with the kids." Jon suggested.

"Are you suggesting I should go on a double date with my ex?" I questioned.

"Yeah you're right, that would cause problems. Maybe we could go around their place, or they go ours." Jon says.

"Yeah sure. It would be hard, but it's fine. We could go to their house? I don't know." I say.

"I'll talk to them about it, see what they think."

"Yeah okay, you do that. I'll go and check on Leila and Elio." I say going upstairs to see the twins.

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Hours of later of me playing with the twins, Jon comes in and repeatedly say my name.

"What Jon?" I say, as he helps me to stand up.

"I asked Sarah about it and she said she will ask Brendon and Brendon said yes!" Jon announced.

"Wait really?" I said shockingly.

"YES!" Jon said, hugging me.

"When and where?" I asked.

"Next week, at Brendon's house." He announced and we hugged.

Maybe Brendon and I will finally put our past behind and become friends? Maybe we can get Spencer and we could get the band back together! We will forever be Panic! At The Disco.

~ Ryan