When The Day Met The Night ~ Ryden

~ Dangerous Blues ~

It's been two years since Brendon and I had that argument. I left the band, so did Jon. Jon and I are now dating. I am a single father to twins that I gave birth to on February 14th 2010 and turned 1 two months ago. I was also in a band with Jon called The Young Veins, but we only made one album and I have a friend called Elizabeth, but she calls herself Z. She looked after the twins while The Young Veins performed.

The reaction of fans to Jon and I leaving Panic! Was not an great reaction. Pete Wentz of Fall Out Boy hated me for leaving Panic! But it was the best thing for everyone if I left, due to my pregnancy and Brendon and I breaking up.

Right now I am at a bar to have a few drinks while Jon looks after Leila and Elio, oh those are the names of my twins.

Suddenly I heard a voice that found familiar, I turned to see Brendon. He doesn't look so good. I figured that I should say something.

"Long time no see, Urie." I spoke up, he turns me and I see panic in his eyes.

"R-Ryan?" He stuttered.

"Hi." I say shyly.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"Just having a few drinks and then i'm on my way." I replied.

God, I miss him. I miss everything about him. His smile, his hair, his eyes, his lovely voice. I miss being with him.

"Don't you have twins to look after?" He asked.

"Jon is looking after them." I awanered, he nods.

"What are their names?" He asked. He sure is asking a lot of questions.

"Why so many questions?" I asked.

"Ryan, just awnser me. What are the names of our kids?" He asked.

"Our kids? You left them before they were born." I say storming out of the bar.

Brendon,

I hate you, and I love you...

~ Ryan