I am the light and the darkness,
Though not a shadow.
I am the water, the wind,
The earth and the flame,
Yet I am nothing.
To love me is madness,
To hate me is torture,
And to ignore me is death.
The reward is simple,
Protection.
I protect, though I do not care.
I feel no empathy, no guilt
No emotion.
I am not human.
I do not have a name.
Nor do i need one.
To have a home is to die,
Though I can't.
I neither love nor hate,
Though I do both.
I am the opposite,
And yet I'm the same.
I remember, and I forget,
I listen, and I ignore,
I am boring and interesting,
Intriguing and bland,
I am liar.
And yet I tell the truth.
I am a contradiction.
My wish is to scream,
Though I have no voice.
You have listened,
And i have told.
Tell me,
Who am I?
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As you can tell, ive been goign insane since i moved, i do apologize. i fear i have a BPD
