In the beginning it was like this hold on me
I was too attached to you ,
You were willing to shoot for the stars just to have me in your arms
The perfect match for you , we intertwined our love there was no else you rather be tangled with,
I loved the feeling of your warm embrace,but I didn't love you
I blocked my feelings from loving you I only wanted to be attached to you physically
I didn't want to give you the satisfaction of showing me what real love felt like,
Our relationship only blossomed when we are surrounded by people,
I've been hurt too many times to know what love is,
Shattered glass represented each part of me that you took for granted,
The first hit was to the head and eventualy you cracked mind,
Blinded by my thoughts
I refused to love you , when we should have just ended it ,
Manipulation,
Contemplation
I was so weak & you proved it ,
I couldn't love you the way I was supoose to ,
Next hit was to the heart,
It skipped too many meaningless beats,
Missing sleep eyes half way closed,
We were in a game of chess, I had to watch your every move
Baby, don't make love me sex me like I'm your enemy,
I gave nothing but hatred, to the one who claims he love me
When really I hated you, since you wasn't willing to let me go, I was yours and nobody else could have a piece of me,
Mama, always told me I was a fool for staying with you,
I was actually fooled , making myself believe that I loved you when it was just lust
I only loved the way your body felt against mine, but you loved my mind, & soul
There was no way you was letting me go without a fight
There was no place I would rather I be , but now I l'd rot in hell,before you have the power to crush me
I won't let these bruises kill me, but they are slowly damaging my soul,
I thought I deserved your fist crashing into my face because all I wanted was to feel you inside of me stroking like your life depended on it
I became your personal punching bag
You never had the type of love that will last forever, but you were hoping forever will happen
Its not easy for me , I've been chasing these dreams & you've been oblivious to thd fact that I love somebody else.
Couldn't you realize our relationship was based off of how good we sexed each other,
Life is a series of disappointments, so you can list me as your disappointment
Theres no need for a goodbye when I shouldn't had said hello to you
