Deception [SkepHalo] *discontinued*

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Finally got motivation to write after watching "Weathering With You" and it was HELLA GOOD.

Hahah sorry I thought it was getting a bit uncomfortable for the fandom to write about SkepHalo for a while but I'm back... I guess?

I'm sorry, I really am. Hahaha I don't feel too good about myself and my own writing in general, and kinda don't really wanna write anymore ngl!! Still love all of you though, thank you for supporting me even though my writing is absolute trash LMAO

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Soo umm.. Some basic context about this: They've been dating for a while now and some stuff happens!

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[11:57pm] BadBoyHalo: I know it's weird but I'm outside of your house right now.
[11:57pm] BadBoyHalo: Could you come out?

Darryl was sitting outside of Zak's apartment. He'd thought it was about time he looked for Zak as he didn't know how to handle the sadness he felt.

The door opened with a little creak.

"Darryl? Why are you even here? It's midnight."

Zak walked out the door, sporting his usual blue hoodie. He looked as if he was just about to fall asleep. Darryl must've woken him up.

"I know, I just wanted to see you. I feel awful."

"Aw, you- come here."

Zak reached out for an embrace but Darryl just stood there awkwardly, not knowing what his arms should've done. Then he finally hugged him back.

"I'm sorry I came here all of a sudden. I should've told you earlier, but.. I don't know, I..."

"Pfft... I don't mind, silly. You can come over anytime, you're my boyfriend."

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Darryl's POV!

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"You're my boyfriend." He said.

I knew that I was the one who said to give our relationship a try, but what exactly do couples do together again?

"Are you feeling better?" He asked, bringing me back to reality.

I'm sorry, Zak. I'm lying to myself, and to you.. again. Why do I always seem to be so stubborn?

"I am." I said, forcing a grin on my face.

It didn't seem real to me. In fact, I didn't really feel anything much. Maybe it was just me, but nothing really changed since that day.

We were still acting like the friends we were before anything happened. I figured that it was probably because he didn't want me to feel uncomfortable doing things I've never tried.

It was my own fault that I didn't understand much about my own feelings, or how relationships even worked at all.

I just wanted him to be happy. I was glad that Zak started to laugh like he used to again after we got together.

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He dragged me to the couch and sat me down. Then he ran over to the kitchen.

"Here. Ice cream always helps." He passed me a cone of vanilla ice cream, the kind with nuts that he usually eats.

(It was still wrapped, crucial info.)

"Are you really feeling better, Darryl? I feel like you're hiding something."

No, I'm not. I know that you know that because I can never seem to hide the worry on my face.

"You don't have to talk about it, but it's better to let it out. I'm always here to listen."

I didn't want to lose him again, but I couldn't lie to him anymore.

I grit my teeth, put the (wrapped btw) ice cream cone down on the table and looked him straight in the eye.

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bleh bloop you know the deal it's time to wait for 10 years again m8s sorry not sorry i feel #&#* awful ok bye LMAOO i dont wanna infect you with my weird emo tendencies

also i'm actually sorry if i don't reply to anything i am kinda deAd inside rn, exams are killing me.

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another bonus: something i wrote as a joke again LMAO

"I put the ice cream in the fucking bin because I didn't want to eat it cuz why the fuck would I want to eat ice cream when I'm crying and suffocating in-"

kbye forever i know i'm not funny