Why you? (A Rusame story) (on hold)

Memory loss

Third POV

America just made it to the roof of the building, he walks to the edge and looks out towards the sun

Russia ran through the halls trying to get too the roof, he heard talk about America jumping off the roof and killing himself. He was trying to save America, after all, this was His fault America felt like killing himself.

Russia barely made it to the roof. America was just about to jump when he heard a sudden "HEY," it was coming from Russia. America turned around, as he did he slipped and fell.

Russia ran and tried to grab him, but he couldn't get to him in time. He watched America fall to the ground in horror. Tears fell down his face.

Before America hit the ground, the last thought that came to his mind was, 'I take it back, I don't want to die'

An ambulance came and took America to the hospital. Russia stood on the roof, crying. People surrounded the area America landed and talked about what just happened.

The school called America's parents, Britain and France, and told them about the accident. They were horrified. Canada, America's older brother, went with the ambulance. Australia, America's younger brother, was still in middle school.

America's parents drove to the hospital and waited in the waiting room with Canada. They prayed for America, they hoped he wouldn't die.

The nurse came out a few hours later, and told them that he'll live. Everyone exhaled happily, they were all glade he wasn't dead. They were able to see him tomorrow morning, they all couldn't wait. They went home and rested, but Russia couldn't sleep. He felt really bad and hated himself for what happened. He wanted to go see if America was ok, but he didn't want to see him just in case America blamed him for the accident.

America was in a coma for a few months. His family visited him every chance they got, they would tell him stories about their days in hope he could still hear them. They would bring new flowers every visit.

Russia didn't visit him, he was scared that America would wake up and yell at him or something. Russia decided to finally see America when winter break started.

Russia's POV

I walk up to the front desk and ask to see America, they tell me where his room is and I go. I was shaking the whole way there, than I started thinking 'what if his family's there? What if his family presses charges against me?' I finally get to America's room, I stand there for a couple minutes.

I take a deep breath, than I open the door. America is laying there, 'is he sleeping? Did I catch him at a bad time?' I think to myself. I go in and see if he is actually sleeping. Just than he moves and wakes up. I jump back in surprise.

America groans and sits up, he than looks around before landing his gaze on me. We just awkwardly stare at each other......in awkward silence.

To break the awkward silence and the awkward moment, I go over to him and give him an awkward hug. I don't hug people, but I made an exception. I say, "I'm so glade you're ok, you gave me a heart attack."

I feel him lightly hug back, than he says, "uhhhhhmmmmmmmm.......... sorry, but who are you?"

I pull away and look at him in disbelief, does this dude really not know who I am? "Ame, do you..........not remember me?" I ask. He shakes his head and looks at me confused.

This may sound selfish and rude, but maybe this can be some sort of blessing for me. I can start over, I can probably not have a bad relationship with him.

I decided to make up a bullshit excuse, "I'm Russia, I was one of your best friends." He looked at me than scratched his head. "Sorry, I don't remember you, but if you were my best friend I guess I can trust you," he smiled.

I felt my heartbeat quicken, I smiled back and nodded.

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Chapter one finished, how did I do?
Sorry if my English is bad, English is my first language but I'm terrible at it.