Lover | Izuocha

4: Regrets

~Ochako~

I woke the next morning due to the annoying banging noise, again.

"Uraraka-san!" Iida banged on the door so loud that it was about to hit a strike and fall.

"Ten more minutes Iida-kun!" I replied restlessly

"This is urgent!" He shouted from the other side.

What could be so urgent than waking up everyday at 6 am to go to school?

I sighed as I got up lazily opening the door, with the mess I am when waking up.

"Uraraka-san! Come with me." He said with no other context than that.

"Why?" I question as he huffed out of breath.

"It's Midoriya."

"D-deku?" I questioned, making sure I wasn't hearing things.

Iida nodded handing me a paper with really good handwriting.

I read the letter horrified on what Izuku was about to do.

This can't be real..

This must be a froud!

I'm about to lose him, I don't want that!

Is he dead serious?

He wants to die after everything!?

I don't want him to die.

He doesn't deserve it!

He helped out so many people.

He helped me out.

He helped Todoroki-kun to find his true potential.

He helped every one in any possible way he can.

"Iida- this can't be real! Can it!?" I cried out at my president as he was speechless aa well.

"I-I don't know-" he choked on his words, not knowing what to say.

By the sound of his voice, he didn't want to lose Deku either.

"Let's go outside." He suggested, as we both walked out my room to the back of the alliance building.

"He must've been joking? Iida?" I looked at Iida.

Iida was looking at the horizon, tired and unable to look straight.

"Iida-?"

"Uraraka, you just realized that we just lost a friend, a hero and great student that excelled beyond his expectations?"

"That is true.."

I looked up, looking at the sky that was now an extraordinary blend of colors with the sun in the mix, instead of the dark blue stars.

He's gone.

Like really gone.

I never got to talk to him, after a few days.

I confessed properly last year, but that wasn't enough.

I wasn't satisfied with that.

I wanted to talk to him like nothing happened between us.

The way he rejected me.

I just want to go rewind time and redo all the mistakes I've done.

I just want to see him happy and well.

I looked up at the alliance building.

I see a spec of a person walking at the edge.

"Iida-kun!" I showed him the spec.