Lover | Izuocha

5: Feelings for You

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~Ochako~

What if he fell off the building? I-, we, wouldn't be able to see him anymore?

What if I didn't save him.

He would've been gone.

I haven't spoken to him in a week and it's given me the most horrific pain so far.

I sighed as I looked at the picture beside me.

I never knew friends can make you cry.

I never knew they can make me cry by their simple actions that could harm them.

I thought that they will always be there to protect you for your problems.

I think I'm the bad friend here.

I got frustrated and just rambled with my anger that I didn't listen on what Deku had to say.

I didn't listen to what ge had to say which was incredibly rude if Iida had to put it.

Guess he didn't stop me, for some reason.

I should really talk to him about that.

Deku? I can't talk to him yet.

It'll be awkward for the two of us since I haven't apologize for my actions yet.

I should've just apologize right there and then, then everything would've been all right and go back to normal.

But I didn't, yet.

I looked at the time, it was around five in the morning.

Since last week, I haven't been able to speak to Deku since I was too busy with my own thoughts that I didn't think about his own.

I was tired of crying and moping around all day. I was sick of it.

But what about him?

Maybe he just wanted to try and talk with me about it.

But he didn't got the chance to cause of how stubborn I was.

But today is the day, I'll apologize to Deku!

I imagine this so determinedly but in reality, I'm just going to look like trash while apologizing and probably gonna flop this.

I dressed up in my uniform then stuffed all the stuff that I forgot to pack for the day then just stuffed it all in bag.

I'll just fix it later, once I got to school.

I enter the classroom and only I, Iida and Bakugo were in the room.

Iida and Bakugo are actually talking which actually makes my mood actually much better.

"Uraraka."

"Iida-kun? Good morning!"

He smiled. "Are you feeling much better now?"

"Well not quite, just fine I guess."

"I just don't want to spread my negativity to you guys. You guys won't like to see a furious Uraraka."

"It really isn't nice to hide those. But since it's your decision, I'll try and respect it."

I smirked as Bakugo looked from a distance, glaring at me.

"I'm going to try and apologize to Deku today, and hope that he'll still be a friend to me."

"That's really sweet of you, Uraraka-san."

"Thank you Iida, but the real reason why I'm really apologizing is that I want to know why he jumped off the building."