"Something's Out of the Ordinary" [Slendytubbies/Teletubbies AU?]

Sweet cuts, sweet comfort.

Tinky Winky's Point of View: 

I was speechless and couldn't stop shaking. Dipsy's grip gets tighter which I can't struggle or do anything to break free. 

 "Tinky..." Dipsy softly spoke, gripping my arms. "Please just say something to me..."

 I still didn't say anything but I slightly lift my head up, letting the lump go down to my throat to swallow up sadness.  My tears were about to come out, so I slowly turned my head away, which Dipsy can still see me about to break down.

His brown eyes lit up, which he seems to be worried about me. His anger begins to fade away as his grip loosens a bit. 

 "Tinky Winky..." He said my name again, moving one of his hand to my cheek. "Please...I want to know so I can help you..."

 I tried to keep my tears away but it's already rolling down to my cheeks. What a miserable mistake. My arms are still bloody and started shaking. I couldn't talk clearly due to the crying. 

Dipsy slowly wraps his arms around my back, pulling me closer. His head lays on my shoulder, making me feel his warm green fur. It makes me feel surprised because I didn't expect that he ever did that to me before. My tears were still rolling but I didn't care when he hugged me. I returned the hug, but it was tighter than Dipsy's. 

 "Tinky, don't cry..." Dipsy said while hugging me. 

I didn't say anything. My cheeks were shown to be a tint of red as I was starting to stop crying and started blushing just a tiny bit. 

I don't know why I blushed.

I just felt the need to do that. 

I don't know why I somehow stopped thinking of cutting myself.

When we're now pulling away from the hug, I wipe my tears away and told him to go to my room so Noo-Noo and the others won't hear it. Dipsy nodded slightly and I led him to the door to my room and we stood there, looking at each other. 

I thought about what I'm going to show my friend the reason why I cut myself. I was nervous about what Dipsy might think or say about this because he's a type of person who always gets so angry at something and might punch the life out of someone. But this time, I felt like I need to stop being a wimp like he said, so I took a deep breath and glanced over Dipsy, whose standing on the other side of my door. 

 "Dipsy..." I said without any hesitation. "I wanted to show you something...that...you might not like..." 

 "L-Like what?" said Dipsy, who looks bewildered by what I'm about. He almost stutter and his face was a bit red. 

 I said nothing and I opened my door and we entered my room. 

Do I regret? No. 

I feel like he needs the truth. The actual truth. 

I may be shy, but I'll try to be bold enough to admit what I had done. 

This is a diabolical desire that I always love to do with myself.

Pleasure where you just cut yourself because you just feel like you need to do it. 

 As we're here in my room, I walked straight to his face to show him the book like if it was show and tell.  Dipsy tilted his head to the side, confused.