Confusion

- 5 -

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It was 3:50pm now, Michael and I had said goodbye and I went to sit outside near the front gate. I waited until 4:00, and ashton still hasn't arrived. I sigh and walk to the park instead of walking straight home. I drop my bag underneath the tree luke and I were at last night. I sat under there until it was dark. It was around 7pm, I was studying for a few hours, trying to get ashton off my mind once again, still, studying reminds me of him. I heard my phone ring a few times, but decided to ignore it. When it was just past 7, it started to rain. I didn't have an umbrella, so I decided to leave. I ran down the street to the nearest covered area. I would have to walk another 30 minutes to get to my house so I just stayed where I was.

It was about 7:30 now, still, the rain kept coming. It was cold, I didn't have much of a jumper on, and there's no one around. I was getting a little scared, my mum is probably waiting for me to get home, I'm sure one of those calls was her asking where I was. I sigh, running out into the rain, I still had 30 minutes to get home, rain was pouring down, I heard my name, I ignored it, then I heard it again, I turn around, seeing someone run towards me, it was dark, so I couldn't tell who it was, I walked squinting trying to picture who it was, I couldn't tell who it was, because the rain was loud. When the voice got closer and footsteps came towards me from the dark, I saw him, I saw ashton, drenched, his curls now flat, his face dripping with water, his clothes all drenched, I could see his muscular body out-lined on his shirt.

"Ashton? What are you-"

"I can't stop thinking of you." He picks me up, kissing my lips, our lips were wet, the rain ran down our bodies, I let go.

"I hate you so much." I say smiling.

"I know you do." Ashton says, taking deep breaths from running. His lips meet mine once again. His warm, long-fingered hands cup my face, I feel his touch, I feel the tension, I felt fireworks. It felt like a love story.

"Damn it, I still love you." I whisper. We both smile, I wasn't letting go of him.

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We're at my house now, drenched. No one was home, I grab ashton's arm and take him upstairs. I lock the door behind me.

"What are you doing?" He grins, having an idea.

I take my wet top off.

"This." I run upto him, wrapping my legs around his body. We fall onto the bed, I move my hands up ashtons torso, lifting his shirt off. He grins ontop of me, causing me to moan his name. "Ashton."

"You ready?" Ashton asks.

I mumble. "Mhm." I feel Ashton's warm breath travel down my neck, I shiver, he pulls me up, towards him. He places his hands down my jeans, pulling them down, I kick them off, not letting our lips off each other's. His legs kneel on each side of my waist. I move my hands down his body, making him moan. I place my hands on his black skinny jeans, unbuckling them. He pulls them off, throwing them on the floor, if you're wondering what thoughts I'm having right now, I'm not having any, surprisingly, when I'm with ashton, they're just gone, out of my mind, that's what ashton does to me.

I tug on his long brown curls, as ashton grinds on me, harder, and faster. I hear him groan, I let go placing my arms around his warm body. We turn over, meaning I'm in charge now. I kiss down to his waist, back up to his lips, he arches his back, our bodies moving faster, his eyes meet mine again, he grins. One hand is placed on my back, then the other, then, before I knew it, my bra was thrown in the ground. We turn over again, allowing me to take off the last bit of clothing we had left on. Once we finished, we continued to kiss each other, this was a great feeling, one I've never experienced before, ashton was my first, and always will be, that's the thought I have, it was a great feeling.